Im afraid...g
Sitting here alone at night trying to hold back the monster in my head.
I panic...I scream...I fight...
Nothing seems to work, ive failed.
He wont let me sleep he won't let me eat. Im stuck in a dark room where no one can save me from myself.
Im crying from thr pain flashing through my brain controlling every muscle and vain in my body.
For a second everything's still and i can breath.
But my life isnt perfect so my brain plays it over again.
Pain. Pain is all i feel.
Every night everyday i try and fight my monsters.
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thoughts
Poetrymy thoughts and many of the the things going through my head (in process)