Loose Change (Harry Styles Fan-Fic) Book 2 (IN EDITING)

Part thirty- four

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It's done. Everything's done between us. Just his simple words finally deteriorated me completely to the point of oblivion. He told me that I had to leave him and all I could do was stand there still in a paralyzed state, his words giving me frostbite and causing all of my insides to just freeze. I should have said something, I should have fought back, but my inner coward possessed my body as a whole completely, and just allowed it to happen. I knew that if I said something or even begged that he would think less of me and see just how hopeless and pessimistic I am without him.

This isn't supposed to happen. This wasn't supposed to happen! It just isn't right for a human being to just depend on someone this much. For someone to require the presence of a person more than the presence of oxygen. These thoughts of attachment and just of him in general are beginning to frighten me and I'm beginning to think that maybe this would be good for me. But then again it wouldn't, it won't! I may be going insane, maybe even psychotic, but it's because I need him. I want him.

And as I continue trying to persuade one of the flight attendants to just let me down before this plane finally takes off, Aiden is just looking at me with a concerned face.

"Jane, the plane won't crash. I swear." Aiden says as I feel his hand place itself upon my own. Completely lost about my actual feelings and thoughts.

I ignore him as I continue trying to get an attendant's attention. I think they're trying to avoid me on purpose. The blonde one from earlier gave me a distasteful glare before and I'm guessing she told all of her fellow employees about me.

"Miss!" I say, reaching my hand across the aisle, hoping that the lady will finally notice.

She glances down at the cart beneath her chin and pretends as if I'm imaginary. I sometimes really detest people.

"Excuse me miss."

I turn to my right to see Aiden raising his hand and trying to get her attention. I'm guessing for me.

The lady finally comes and I just feel myself snort out of disbelief in disgust as she bats her eyelashes at Aiden.

"What would you like love?" She questions with her fake white teeth and smudged deep red lipstick in her british accent. British...

Fuck you Harry Styles.

"Um I think my lady here needs your assistance, so if you would please..." Aiden continues, the lady's smile becoming forced and annoyed as her eyes turn to me.

I force a grin myself before glancing at the cart behind her.

"A warm towel if you please." I command.

The plane just began moving, so I doubt that they'll stop it, no matter how hysterical I make myself perceive. So I decide to just make this lady's life a little hard. She was unfairly rude to me and I know it's not nice, but I'm tired of backing down. I always say I will defend myself, but when it comes to the event, I just cradle myself like a coward and bite my tongue.

"We don't have any at the moment." She grimaces.

"Then make it happen. Every plane has warm towels."

She rolls her eyes.

"Other people really need me, so just deal with your own issues lady." She spits out.

I feel myself beginning to stand up, but Aiden quickly stops me with his arm.

"You need to buckle up Jane. The plane is beginning to go into the air. Besides, she's not worth it." He comments, receiving yet another eye roll from the delightful woman.