fondness & abandon

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Have you gone obsolete?
While having me wholly imprisoned inside your memories,
It scattered like unwanted furnitures in a home i could never live in, ever again.

Have you thought about me today?
Like how the city night noises keeps you from sleeping.
Like how you pulled over to the side of the road we used to walk together.
Thinking about running away as you walk me home, away from my thoughts' danger.

Will you come back?
I've been longingly waiting,
searching,
hoping to find traces of your existence.
On rainy days when i didn't bring my umbrella, I'd run my way home saturated with the downpour and tears.
You'd roam in my head menacingly and not even the rainwater or my teardrops could wash it all down.
Not even you

You're gone but you linger
You left yet you keep on staying

You are
still here
nowhere

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