Skyless constellations

perhaps i'll always be the one to give more

affection comes in different forms, in different languages, and different intensity.

yours—i've been trying hard to figure out. and i didn't realized i knew it all along. i know it by the way you do things. even though there are moments when it gets hazy and my mind couldn't fully comprehend you. there are moments i feel less loved. as if your affection isn't reaching me enough. and i wanted to ask you if you feel the same.

i want to know what runs inside your mind each time i say affectionate things. for me it's reassuring and i need it, because i need to have something to hold on to. no matter how my mind tries to convince me that everything isn't real, i will cling to that affection, it's that one thing that'll keep me going.