My life

Depression

So remember how I said in the previous chapter, "expect a lot of depression?" Well this is what I mean. And, first, I know the person who did this will read this so don't complain about me ranting about you.
So, yesterday, June fifth, I was having a terrible day as it stood. And, just to add on top of that, well, actually, I'll start from where it started. I was having a bad day, and after school my friends wanted to skype, one of them being the person I liked and who claimed to like me back. So I Skype her, and another two friends (one friend now). And in the middle of the call, the other friend asked over a text, "Have you heard of her new boyfriend?" And I just flipped out. I thought it was a joke because she refused to answer. Then I texted the person I liked about it and they asked why I wanted to know and they refused to answer for a while. Then I asked them again, "do you have a boyfriend?" She said yeah.
At that point I was bawling in my bed and I could barely see my phone screen so I just left the call. I just... if you like someone, you don't start a relationship with another person. Especially if it's the day after you said that you loved the first person!
I'm sorry, I'm just... I'm still crying. I've never experienced heartbreak and now I absolutely want to kill myself.
And even when we did like each other, I wanted to do stuff with her but I was just prohibited from doing basically anything. Not by my family, by her!
I'm just... you know who you are, and I have a message for you; please, just know that you killed me more than anything.
Thanks!