My life

Emotions

     First of all, I rarely express my emotions. In any situation. But when I do, people think these are my only emotions, hatred/sadness. Now, I realize I express only those. But that doesn't mean you can take advantage of my feelings and betray me. It also doesn't mean I don't feel other emotions.
     Like most other people, I've felt happiness, love (emphasis for both of those on felt. Meaning felt before but not now), compassion, yes I've felt sadness and hatred, but I feel most emotions without telling people.
     I'm sorry. I just wanted to say this before I start crying again. I don't think I deserve this pain. Now that sounds selfish, but I actually want to die now. And that doesn't mean I'm telling people to stop doing what they're doing, I just mean it affects me a lot. Not naming names or pointing out people for personal reasons. I just feel like I'm going to show this to them next time I see them... that is if I haven't killed my self by then.