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Christmas Shopping & Breaking Hearts

Angie's POV

"Sit your fucking ass down right now Audrey" I screamed at her then clutched her arm pulling her down. We sat in the car to the mall in Canada. Both Justin and I decided to go back home for the hoildays and be with our familys. Grace is spending time with her daddy and so much instagram photos is being posted right now, not excatly with Grace because we don't want her to be in the media so much.

Audrey and I are doing Christmas shopping for the whole day because we didn't have time anywhere else. The mall is crazy nuts. We ran inside and bolted to Tim Hortons, I missed it so much.

"Hi, can i have a large french vanilla" I smiled and handed her the change and Audrey walked up "i'll have the same thing please" she said making me stand up straight. "No you will not have coffee or anything that has caffeine. She'll have a candy cane hot chocolate" I interrupted

Stomping her feet in disagreement I shot her a look to be quiet "Your only 16"

"Yeah so"

"Audrey stop acting like a little brat and act your damn age" I shot back and put sunglasses on because more people started to recognize me. The worker handed us our hot drinks "Thank you so much. Have a good one" I told the girl.

We walked down to the first store which was Lids, I need to get Chris and Xaiver some things. "What type of hats do they even like?" Audrey asked and tryed a hat on "I don't know but I think I'll get them these two"

Buying those we headed off to the Disney store for Jazzy and Grace. I got her dresses and dolls then for Grace I got her a X-small cinderalla dress and I know it'll look so adorable on her. Audrey decided to buy Justin a princess tiara. I'm going to film this and upload it to youtube .

"Oh we should get the Ladies some clothing from Suzy Shier"

I looked around and found some beautiful dresses for them. "I'll buy them some more things online" I told Audrey whom bought Justin heels, sparkly pink heels. This girl is going to get her ass kicked.

I got Fredo new camera things along also for Ryan as well, they better like them cause it cost me alot. I bought Grace cute toys. I managed to lose Audrey

I got toys and clothing for charites because one thing about Christmas is giving and such a feeling you get from it. Getting a text from Justin to come home I texted Audrey saying we have to go, come to car

I walked through the house and the house was slient, I think everybody's sleeping right now cause it is 10pm. I walked to Justin's room and saw him sitting on the bed with the light off. I turned it on and his eyes were bloodshot red and puffy. His tear stained cheeks I could cleary see made me become worriesome. Justin's hair was down in a way where when he's lazy he doesn't do anything with it. "I'm so sorry" Justin mumbled not loud enough but not low enough for me not to know what he was saying.

I stood there with my eyebrows furrowed "What are you sorry for?" I spoke and sat down next to him but he moved further away. Whats wrong with him. "Do you remeber Cailin? The girl in the All That Matters music video?" he asked and started to fiddle with his fingers not looking at me once. My mouth went dry "You didn't cheat on me right?" I spit out even though a large lump formed in my throat. I tried to swallow it away but it became bigger. "No I didn't"

"Well then whats wrong? Why are you acting like this baby?" I touched his shoulder making him flinch. "Don't call me that, please don't call me that" he rasped out. I felt hurt and my stomach felt like it went into a knot.

"I never want to hurt you, ever. Put you in a position where you feel like you just lost everything" Justin choked on his words. The room started to spin for me, I'm so confused.

"Even though I love you with my entire heart and I will always. I am developing feelings for Cailin, a feeling where I tried to just shake off but we face-time and text and she came to the believe premire and after we had dinner with the crew. Right before the music video shoot she broke up with her boyfriend and today she texted me saying she is feeling the same I feel towards her. I'm sorry" Justin finished speaking choking on his tears but they ended up falling. His face was terribly wet, as though he were standing in a blowing gale. He didn't do anything but just hung his head and let the tears flow.

My heart started to pound harder than I could ever remember, heavy like an elephant's steps. I ran to the basement leaving Justin sobbing alone. I fell on the old sofa and brought my knees to my chest, rocking back and fourth. A tear fell and I wiped it away. Deep, gut-wrenching sobs tore through my chest and convulsed my body, I didn't know what to do. What do you do when the person you love tells you that they have feelings for someone else.

Pattie ran into the room and brought me into a hug. "I thought he loved me and wouldn't pick anybody except me" I cried out into her shoulder, she rubbed my back. "I'm so sorry sweetheart. I wish I could talk sense into him but I can't talk him out of something he set his mind on" She whispered still rubbing my back. Letting out whimpering noises I looked up trying to blink the tears away.

"He told me one time I was the only thing that was on his mind. He made me believe I was" I shrilled and dropped to the floor."I was so dumb. So fucking dumb for falling into this damn mess. I should have said no right away to Scooter when he told me Justin wanted to see me. I was just a silly girl who fell and fell hard"

Pattie handed me tissues and I wiped my face.

"My whole world is now in love with some girl who's not me. My best friend hates me. My mom is gone. I don't like my soon-to-be step mom or dad. My baby girl has to grow up with parents who don't love each other" I screamed and threw a pillow across the room. "I'm here for you. I know how it feels sweety. Things like this happen in life and you just have to stand up and not let it get to you" Pattie told me

"I'm going to take care of Grace. Let Justin think everything out and I promise you he will go for you"

She left leaving me alone with my thoughts. I had the biggest gut wrenching feeling, my chest was falling and rising rapidly. My vision was blurry with all the crying I'm doing. But none of this relates to the pain thats lingering in my heart. Doesn't even come close.

Justin stood at the doorway just staring at me. "Get lost! Leave me alone!" I screamed with full anger and threw a pillow at him. Justin sat down beside me and held me. Even though we are so close I feel so far from him.

"Please stop it. Stop crying" He wept and ran his fingers through my hair "I'm madly in love with you"

I fell out of his grip and kicked him, he got up and tried to grab my arms that were flying around "Don't touch me! Your not my Justin, my Justin is in love with only me and he tells me that everyday right when I wake up and right when I fall asleep. How he sung to me when I was lost, how he kissed me at the randomest times and told me how beautiful I look. I loved that Justin and I wish he was here right now" I yelled and started to get a headache.

"Im still that Justin" "No your not. Your somebody else I don't know anymore. You wanna be with Cailin then fine be with her cause we are done!"

Justin stopped trying to calm me down and just stopped. His face went pale and he reached a hand out to me "I don't know who I want to be with" he croaked "Well now you can be with Cailin cause thats who you wanted. I can now tell Grace when she's older that your dad was a douchebag who loved me till a girl came in between us and he fell for her. How's she going to feel when she hears that .I just want to thank you for telling me that us was going to last forever cause I know now it actually meant till I find a better one. You told me you didn't have to think twice and pick me but know you don't know who you want to be with" I screamed at the top of my lungs and threw a picture frame at him.

"Please don't do this, I worked so hard to get you back. Please don't leave me" he shrieked and his voice cracked

Walking out of the room I heard Justin start to trash it and scream.