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/ the pain /

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/ the pain /

i am falling in this deep pit of darkness with nobody there to catch me,
tell me who should i blame?

the people or God,
who should i blame for the pit of sadness in which i am?

should i blame God for the friends i lost?

or the love that i lost?

for this never ending nights of pain,looking at the ceiling with glazed over eyes wishing for it all to end

who should i blame?

who was there for me when i started cutting,
could no longer bear the pain,

one .
two .
three .

three cuts is all it takes to end this pain clenching at my heart,
making it hard to breathe,

who should i blame now?
and i realized the only person i can blame is myself.for being so naive.

dropping to floor the blade made a clinking sound as it touched the marble floor,
thud

and as my body too touched the floor i slipped into a deep bliss finally away from this pain
i blame myself.

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