/ the pain /
i am falling in this deep pit of darkness with nobody there to catch me,
tell me who should i blame?the people or God,
who should i blame for the pit of sadness in which i am?should i blame God for the friends i lost?
or the love that i lost?
for this never ending nights of pain,looking at the ceiling with glazed over eyes wishing for it all to end
who should i blame?
who was there for me when i started cutting,
could no longer bear the pain,one .
two .
three .
three cuts is all it takes to end this pain clenching at my heart,
making it hard to breathe,who should i blame now?
and i realized the only person i can blame is myself.for being so naive.dropping to floor the blade made a clinking sound as it touched the marble floor,
thudand as my body too touched the floor i slipped into a deep bliss finally away from this pain
i blame myself.
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shattered
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