Dedicated to- @AmberPollicks01
Amber & Connor
"His room is there, down the hall." Jc pointed out, his finger floating in the air into the direction where Connor's room was.
I hadn't seen him in a while, actually since the beginning of the O2L Tour, two months ago.
We tried to call, text and skype every day, but we didn't always succeed, unfortunately.
Of course I missed him, but I managed to live my life ordinary;
went to school,
hang out with friends.
But not too long ago I got a message from Jc, begging me to take the plane and come over to the US.
"Connor wasn't the same anymore", he told me.
I wasn't really sure how to take it, was he ill?
Depressed?
Did his attitude change in those few weeks of not seeing him?
I didn't notice anything of it each time I saw and spoke to him on Skype.
Of course I could see tiny, sad signs, but he got happy by seeing me and hearing me through a laptop.
He did tell me he missed me, but on the other side I could see he was happy to be back on touring again and I knew how much he loved travelling, and making fans happy by just waving at them.
But when I asked Jc about it, he told me Connor missed me, a little bit too much.
I replied that Connor would manage, not actually wanting to come and ruin their boy-time, even though I was dying to see Connor again, but Jc tried to calm me down, explaining that they all missed me, but Connor the most.
"Thanks," I replied, earning a small nod and a smile from Jc, before he made his way into the opposite direction I'd walk into as I made my way towards Connor's room.
The small, iron key from his door felt cold against my skin as I held it tight in my grip, almost afraid to let it fall.
How would he react?
Would he be excited?
Surprised?
Mad, maybe he didn't even want me here despite that he missed me?
I didn't really understand why I was this nervous, he was my boyfriend, and I was just about to see him, nothing really special.
I slowly and carefully put the key in the keyhole before twisting it, I opened the door slowly while hearing soft music playing, coming through a pair of headphones.
A half lit up room appeared in my view, following a bed, and saw him.
His hair was spread across the white pillow as his back was turned towards the door, so he didn't see me.
His black headphone was placed onto his ears, plugged into his phone while scrolling.
I couldn't help but smile before closing the door behind me, trying not to cause too much noise.
I put my bag on the ground and slowly made my way up to his bed.
I heard The Fault In Our Stars by Troye Sivan playing as I lay down behind him, causing him to growl and shuffle a bit.
"Ricky, not now." He mumbled, slightly irritated.
I bit my lip to fight some laughter.
I wrapped my arms around his waist, his body heat going straight through his plain white shirt.
I closed my eyes, enjoying his scent and just being with him, while pressing a soft kiss on the back of his neck.
That's when Connor yanked his headphone from his head and looked over his shoulder, totally confused.
"Amber?" He wondered out loud, causing me to open my eyes and smile at the boy I loved the most.
"Hi babe," I replied.
He chuckled before letting his phone and headphones fall onto the mattress and turning around.
Connor wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me on top of him, pressing multiple kisses all over my face.
"What are you doing here? I've missed you so much..." He whispered.
I giggled, "Jc told me you 'weren't the same anymore', so I decided to come and visit you for a week.
"Only a week?" Connor replied, pouting.
I nodded while taking his iron airplane between my thumb and index finger.
"You know I don't like coming between your boy-time." I said, and he knew that.
Connor sighed while running his fingers through a few strands of my hair.
"I know..." There was a short silence, not awkward though.
I took in all his beauty, his messy hair, green eyes, pink, plump lips; perfection.
Suddenly a smile spread across his face.
"God, I'm so happy you're here." He mumbled before rolling me over, kissing my lips.
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