Funernal

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I never thought that I would be attending my mothers funeral at such a young age , I always thought I would be old and wouldn't have to cope with the pain for long but here I am 17 years old at my mothers Funeral. As I listen to the priest talk I zone out and think of all the memories me and my mom shared as I was thinking my thoughts got interrupted by huge arms rapping themselves around me "Ashley I'm so sorry" a familiar voice says "It's fine , I'm okay really" I lie "No your not, stop bottling up all your feeling it's not going to be cute when all those feelings come out" Jacob replies "I'm fine i feel no pain" I reply "there you go lying again" Jacob replies "I'm not lying" I say with a serious tone "Yes you are, just tell me how you feel!" Jacob yells at me "WHAT JACOB WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL YOU ? HOW BROKEN AND LONELY I FEEL CAUSE MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY?! huh ? cause It sucks and sucks really bad I wish I can just go back in time I wish I ca-" I get interrupted by Jacob bringing me into a big hug "I'm sorry I shouldn't have brought it up" he replied as I lay my head on his chest and cry my eyes out.

1 hour later

"Come to my house and spend the night" Jacob replies "what ? are you crazy ?" I reply "No I don't want you to be alone" Jacob replies "okay" I say as I walk back with him to his house "How your holding up?" he ask "okay I guess , I just wish it was me in that car instead of her" I reply as Jacob stops and pulls me by chin with his 2 fingers and makes me look into his face and says "Don't you ever say that , you hear me ? Your mother would have not wanting you to think like this okay?" "okay" I reply as I look down in shame.

As we arrive at his house I take my jacket off and stand in the corner looking around "come on in" he tells me, as I walk inside I start to admire his family pictures as my heart aches knowing I won't have a full family photo knowing my mothers dead "Do you want something to drink?" Jacob yells from the kitchen I assume "no thank you I'm just tired & very uncomfortable in this dress" I reply back " here" Jacobs says handing me one of his big t shirts and sweats "don't know if they fit but it don't matter your only going to sleep" he replies. As Jacob lays on his bed I just stand there like an idiot "Are you going to stand there or lay down?" Jacob tells me "Where do I sleep?" I ask "me" Jacob says in the most obvious tone "I guess" I reply as I lay down and stare up to the ceiling "what you thinking about?" Jacob asks interrupting my thoughts "my mother" I reply as Jacob stays quiet and stares at the ceiling with me, as I turn my head towards Jacob "I miss her Jacob, I don't know what to do" I say as I sob my eyes out and cover my face as Jacob pulls me close to his warm body and whispers "It's okay we'll get through this and I'll stay by your side I Promise" as he kisses me on my forehead I think I hear him whisper as I drift off into my hopeless dreams "I won't leave you"

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Heyyyy Guys sorry for taking so long to update I accidentally deleted the app and then I forgot my username but I'm back now and I will be updating 😘💜 and I'm sorry if messed up haven't edited it

~Jenica😘

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