Recovery - Justin Bieber

48. Chapter Sooner or later she will know.

 ~While Justin was with Ryan and the boys in the club.~  

Your POV  

Through my newfound energy and my enthusiasm, I haven't noticed that I sit alone in this house and it was already really late.

Slowly, I began to worry, Justin is still not home and he hasn't texted me, what normally he always does. Since the fight this morning I haven't heard a peep from him.

What if he doesn't forgive me? What if he hates me? I'm sitting on the sofa in the living room, the only light which is seen, is that of my phone and the TV.  

Every few minutes I stare at my phone. No call, no message. I felt the nervousness rising in me. Where is he?

He always comes home. It was getting later and I'm feeling more and more uncomfortable.

Huddled I sat on the couch and kept looking in the direction of the entrance.  

“Please don't tell me that I have to pick you up from the beach again.”, said Giovanni, which I have just called.  

“No. I'm home and I'm sober.”, I sighed into the phone and rolled my eyes.  

“Really? Oh lord, thank you.”, he cheered into the speaker. I had to chuckle, he spoke so loud that I had to keep away the phone briefly.

“What's going on?”, he asked me, after he stopped laughing.  

“I just wanted to know how you're doing and apologize.”, I mumbled into the phone. He hesitated with a response.  

“I know I messed up, bro.”, I added. “Can you forgive me?”, I asked quietly.  

“I've...long ago.”, he assured me, I could almost see his smile and his warm eyes. If only it were that easy with Justin.     

“Do you know where Justin is?”, I asked in hesitant.  

“No, why? Haven't you talked to him yet?”, he asked confused. I sighed, as I hoped he knew where Justin is.  

“No, not yet. I'm all alone in this big house. I hate this house.”, I said, breathing hard when I made a pouting face.  

“Should I come over?”, he asked me. I really love my big brother. Not even 30 minutes later he was with me and we were watching a movie and eating icecream.

I told him of my plan, how I would like to win Justin back and what I have done with the girls today. It doesn't got without notice that he was relieved.  

“I promise you that everything will be all right, Sis. In the end everything will be fine, and if it's not fine, it's not the end.”, he said, laughing.  

“Smartass.”, I provoke him, giggling.    

END POV    

Justin spent half the day at Ryan's, after his confession and this nightmare, he was even more afraid to come home. He was back in the shower and wondered how it all could have happened. How he could sleep with an unknown woman.  

“Bro, is everything okay with you?”, Ryan called and knocked on the locked bathroom door.  

“Give me ten minutes.”, Justin called back and turned off the shower.  

“Okay, the food that I ordered for us is there. Hurry up, otherwise it will be cold.”, Ryan informed Justin and went back into the kitchen.  

Justin stood infront of the mirror and looked at himself. He grabbed roughly through his wet hair and shook his head repeatedly.