The walls were built to protect her heart from the shattering forces of the storms these storms storms of hate and sadnesss of despair and indecisive fear that batters and beats at these walls built so tall and thick. But I see beyond the walls with my hopeful eye to break through the walls and build a door rather than keep her trapped the way I was before I saw her is the same as she is trapped behind her own defenses but she freed me and showed me the light again I'm slowly succeeding or so it seems to me that I'm helping her break free I just wish for her to be happy and to see the light to come and see the light with me and be free to see that it's not all shadows fear and darkness but it seems as though I've made a dire mistake I have failed I broke the wall but in the process hurt her in turn sending myself into a pit a pit of fear of self hate of confusion and regret I don't know if I can forgive myself even though she has forgiven me for she is the queen and I a broken king I want to start over to forget it all to make it right to go back to the way things were before this broken king fears he won't be able to stand in this bit of darkness fighting off the daemons of fear for much longer so he hopes and waits that the queen of light will come down and end this seeming endless night
