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~~~~~~~ADDISON'S POV~~~~~~

They took me back to there squad room. Elliot and Huang were keeping a close eye on me making sure they were there when I broke......if i break.

"Addison" Huang said

"What?" I replied monotone (emotionless). he looked a little taken back from my tone of voice.

"How do you feel?" he asked with pitty.

"Don't give me pitty I don't want it.you sound like a shrink"

"I'm a physiatrist not a shrink"

"Even more reason to avoid talking to you" I sad with venom dripping from my voice

"Why?" he asked. there he goes with his damn shrink shit.

"Doesn't matter"

"I think you don't want me to know what your feeling."

"STOP GETTING IN MY HEAD!" I shouted and punched the desk. right now I'm in the interrogation room not to be interrogated but to keep me from having a melt down and hurting somebody. There's a mirror across from where I was seated. A the moment I'm passing the room thinking about my excape but then I realized something.

"I want to speak to the boss around here" I commanded.

Then a older guy walked In

"Hello Addison I'm Creg the chief of SVU"

"Am I under arrest?" I bluntly asked

"No why would you think that? u did nothing wrong"

I laughed at the irony at that which caused Huang to look at me which caused me to fidget under his gaze.

"Good then I'm leaving." I stated

"Wait!" Huang said

"What do u want now" I said

"Where are you going?"

"1st I don't need a baby sitter and if you must know I'm going h..home"i stuttered at the word home knowing nobody's going to be there and I'm all alone now.....'DON'T CRY ADDISON DON'T YOU DARE CRY.YOU DON'T DESERVE TO CRY' I mentally screamed at myself.

"I will have Detective Benson and Huang take you home" Cregin said more like a command and who was I to decline a offer to not have to walk in the cold.

"Alright"

----------------at my house---------------

"Addison somebody is going to be stationed out side your house. it would be safer if somebody stayed with you to" Benson said

"I'm not lettin a stranger stay in my house!" I proclaimed

"How bout if me and Huang stayed with you tonight?"

"Do I have a choice?" I asked boredly

"Nope" she gave me this smile after

"Whatever" I said then walked in

"I-" I was about to say I'm home like I always do when I get home. Huang put his hand on my shoulder.

"I-" Huang started to say but I cut him off saying "I'm fine." but we all know that's one giant ass lie.

"I'm going to the bathroom" I state

"Don't do anything stupid" Benson says. So I go in the bathroom and quietly get out 2 sleeping pills and put them in my pocket and then flush the toilet and wash my hands then brush my teeth.

I go In the kitchen alone and get out 3 glasses an put the pills in 2 of them then fill all three of them up with water. I wait till the pills dissolve then bring them into the living room where they are seated on the couch.

I turn on the tv and start watching NCIS. About 30min later they start to get sleepy.

"I'm going to bed. sleep in any bed you want." I say then go up stairs to my room and act asleep. I wait till I hear there snores then I get to work.

I pack my bags then go to the panic room where I get all the money stored up and my parents credit cards. Along with a gun with only 1 bulliet and my fake ID.

I grab everything and head out to a hotel then fall asleep there.

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SORRY FOR THE WAIT.....if anybody even is reading this book

Ill try to update more when I can

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