you slowly start losing your friends who you thought would stay in your life forever and always care for you, to end up having them all leave... worst part is, you have no clue what you've even done wrong.
start to think all of this is cause of who you are and just being yourself alone can chase people away or turn their backs on you.
no one likes you for you so what better way of fixing that problem than to mask your feelings and pretend to be someone you're not? they'll love you then for sure right?
