Despite all I see
In spite all the means
I commit I agree
For that's all I dear
Monsters in deed
From front to rear
How am I to succeed
When if I'm winning you just dare to appear
I forgot you, I believed
Though it all became unclear
Since in mind I conceived
And since then I just feared
All that surrounds me
Is just all I revealed
All I wanted to disappear
Emotions and feelings
From what I wanted to get rid
For all my inner bleedings
Never wanted them to exist
As though death might be appealing
Never an option for me
All I want for my fearing
Just it to not persist
As I'm lacking
My very reason not to cease
Since I'm just stuck in
The search of my reason of being
And my someone with whom to be
