Throw away or stay alive

Chapter 1:Begining

When I was 5 years old me and my brother Takashi always had a fight and he always won.We been doing this ever since I was old enough to walk.Then went I got to the age of thirteen it got even worse.
"Habashi you bitch how dare you tell your friends what's happening between us." Takashi smiled evilly
At this time my mom and dad were at work doing there hardest to get money to by food. So Takashi could do anything to me when they were gone. I still have scars and bruises to remember it.So when I was fithteen I promised myself that I will kill myself .

~Time skip 1 year~

"So Habashi what are you thinking of doing for the summer."
This here is Lola my best friend she is always there for me.
"Nothing, how about you?"
"Well I'm going to japan do you want to come with me?"
"No thanks."
"Mm ok"
"But tell me if you want to come with me oh wait forgot to tell you that my brother is coming to."
"Ok I'm going!"
"Ok that was fast, but ok see you then
bye."
"Bye"
So I went home to something I didn't want to.
"Hey bro"Takashi smiled.
Habashi walked away with out saying anything.
"Habashi you better say fucking something ."
"Hey " Habashi mumbled
Takashi was angry "So I heard about that Japan trip and I think I should go."
"Lola has no more spots left for you."
"Oh of course she has a spot she texted me."
Explaining:Lola does not know about all of this.
"What!"
"Yep isn't that exciting."
"Yeah...."
I walked away after that but went I looked back he was smiling at me.
For the next few days I packed up for the trip.
"Ok today is the day we go to Japan and I hope I don't die at night."
"Good morning sweet heart "
"Morning mom"
"Are you ready to get going."
"Umm..In a minute "
"Tell me when you are ready ok"
"Ok mom"
This is the end of chapter 1 if you want chapter 2 please comment and follow me thanks.:)