A series of short stories.

The Longing

Life, dreams, sleep, freedom,

All these words mean so much yet so little

How would you feel to be shunned not completely shunned but at it life at school

Well that's how my day to day routine goes

Wake up ask everyone when we’re all going to breakfast to be told get lost or ugh why do u even go to this school?

Why oh why do my parents send me here I didn't. Want to go to boarding school

At home my life is pretty normal like every other teen age I have really good nice honest friends whom I love dearly

Yet at school I'm just that girl or loner I don't get why I'm bullied and shunned but to be honest I prefer to be bullied than shunned because at least you know they actually no your there shunned that is hell especially when its sports time

The coach will always say get into pairs and practice your passes and defence but obviously no one wants to go with the freaky tall girl...

Yup that's me as well the freaky tall girl won't blame them for calling me tall but freaky I don't think I'm that freaky I don't act weird I don't like bullies so u stand up to them and embarrass them in front of their friends which makes them bully me more it’s not my fault there's just a point when someone bullies me where I snap

You don't want me to snap

Believe me

I can’t control myself it’s like a whole new person a better person

When I lose control I start shouting screaming why they do this does it make them feel superior to me

Does it give them some kind of entertainment I then say stop or I won't be happy next time that's what you’re meant to do right to ask why they do it then ask them to stop.... Nicely?

I always did that then they would mostly stop and I would be fine with that then one day someone replied to me what would you do? How could you of all people do something to me? The cocky dick I said hmmmm let me think then punched him straight in the jaw a loud snapping noise was heard, the screams of pain shortly following.

That’s when the shunning stared when they realized I was different....

They stopped bulling me all together they didn't look at me hire acknowledge the fact that I was still here the teaches even stopped looking and talking to me

I'm at boarding school this has been happening since year 6 I'm in year 9 now and nothing has changed I get straight as because all the teachers r scared I will hurt them if I fail the class its hell

I say to my parents that I hate school and ask to be taking out but it’s too much trouble to move schools so I have to stay in loneliness waiting for that day to come

I'm in medication for depression

I have counselling out school to help

It doesn’t...

I dread everyday just as bad as the last nothing changes I sit at a table with people on the move

I walk into a room everyone puts there head down and pretends I'm not there

Life can't possibly get worse

Oh yes I forgot to tell you who I am

In Carson, Carson grey

I'm tall

I have dark brown hair almost black

And brown eyes so dark they look black

I'm going to commit suicide now

This is me one bullet one shot one person dies

Me....