The deepest scars

Old crush Renewed

My mind is spinning. I've never thought I would fall for Kenny. I zoned out.

Kenny: woah , Helerina do you mean it?!

Me: I don't know . I tried to force a smile.

Kenny: oh okay . you should probably just relax.

I saw the hurt in his crystal hazel blue eyes. I feel like I'm going insane. I don't know what to do but we'll see where tonight goes.

Me: Okay

I see the other boys coming. I don't see my mom though. No she didn't. She left me. omg , I swear.

Deron: His pink lips curl . Umm shall we have fun?!

Maro: Party time!!

Eric: let's go!

Me: alright come on Ken.

Kenny: um alright.

I am expect tonight to be a nonsober night but you never know.

**10:45**

We are entering a club. I feel a spark go through me. I have not entera party snice , you know.

Eric is totally ready to get wasted. Maro is already dancing with two girls. Andrew is taking shots. Deron just chilling. Kenny was just standing there.

I used dream that me and Kenny would be a couple but then Maro started coming along & I started to fall for him. & then the rest come. I fell for my bestfriends but I never told them how I feel. I told Kenny how I feel clearly. I'm starting to fall for them again. I don't wanna ruin our friendship. I love Them like brother but want them as lovers. But who? the others will feel like I traded them. I am so fragile right now , you can break me.

I walk over to Kenny.

Kenny: hey pretty.

Me: Want to dance?

Kenny: Sure why not.

Kenny was a great dancer. He is also shy. When he is around me alone. He is outgoing.

We step on the dance floor & we start dancing. Feeling his 6 packs on my chest is amazing. The way he holds my waist. Oh , Lord. I want him but I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.

Me: Wow , Kenny I forgot how fun you are.

Kenny: ( he starts blushing) Well, yeah I've been bored lately. (laugh)

Me: I'm Sorry about Zack in the past. he-

Kenny: (interrupts) No need , for sorry. You're my Bestfriend for goodness sake. I know you didn't mean it.

Me: Awe , Ken. I've missed you so so much.

Kenny: I Missed you more, Love.

I hug him & I refuse to let go. I just want time to freeze on us.

I do Love Kenny.

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