Insecure

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I wake up and looked In in the mirror. Shit I look hideous. My make up is smeared and I have a headache. I turned aroung leaning on my dresser. I looked at my One Direction poster that covered every inch of my wall.

"I will fall in love with Zayn one day , I promise" I whispered.

The thought was ridiculous. What would a fine ass british like him fall in love with a girl like me. I don't know.

**knock on my door**

Mom: wow! you look a mess honey ! What's wrong ?!

Me: ( I started to cry) He cheated on me !

Mom: what the hell?! noo noo .

Me: yes mom ! (sobbing) I'm not pretty anyway! I don't blame him. I'm just a toy in his hand. I'm not worth it!

Mom: (hold me) Don't you ever say that! Helerina De'ria Felata. You're beautiful bonita! I love you! you ar me worth everything in this world. Zachary is just a dumass to see that ! plus I never like him anyway!

Me: (stops sobbing) you mean it mom??

Mom: Swear.

Me: (smiles)

Mom: Now get dress I got a surpise!

oh lord ! not mom surpises ! well we'll see how this day turns out! 

sorry for the late update ! comment ideas or message me!!

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