First Love || k.ji e)(o

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The last note she found.

"Hey, princess. How are you doing? When you read this, I might not be here anymore. But that's okay, I'm in your heart right?
Let's flashback to the old times, shall we? I actually liked you for a long time, even before you knew it. I almost gave up on liking you because I haven't found you for about two months. But then suddenly you showed up. Remember when the first time you got a bouquet of flowers from a little boy? That was from me. All the flowers you have right now, they are all from me. I don't know what's your favourite flower but I hope the flower is one of them.
Not only the flowers, love. The books, the coffee, the ice cream, the album are from me too. Consider me as your stalker because I'd like that ;)
I still remember the day when it was raining, you looked so hopeless in the cafe. I gave you my umbrella and I had to run in the rain. I catch a cold a day after even though I know I couldn't get sick. But for you, it's all worth it.
Our relationship might have been so quick but I have no regrets at all. I fell in love with you the first time I met you, with just a sight. I was so happy that I met you in the hospital although I was actually in treatments. I told the doctor to get some days off to spend more time with you.
You fell in love with me in a short time too. I was thankful. Without you, maybe I would have just gone before my last breathe.
I'm sorry I couldn't tell you earlier. I'm a coward, I know. I just don't want to ruin our happy moments. I know you're hurt now but you'll be fine.
Thankyou for letting me know how happiness feels like. Thankyou for loving me. Thankyou for everything.
I'm sorry for leaving you. If only I could stay with your forever, I would.
Live your life to the fullest, beautiful.

I love you.

Kim jongin "