NOT FINISHED Destiel ~ Roomates

Part 6

* Dean's POV *

I awoke to see I was in a hospital. "fuck" I thought to myself as I looked around and saw that Cas was in the bed next to me. "C-Cas?" I murmured, my voice hoarse. He immediately looked at me, I could see the worry and sadness in his eyes as he cried out my name in agony. "I'm sorry." I stated quietly as I looked down at the IV in my left arm, sighing as I did so. "Dean...why did you do it?" I heard his shrill voice call out, I looked up to see his misty eyes meeting mine. "I-I...I did it..." I muttered out as I began to feel the familiar sensation of my eyes becoming wet until tears were streaming down my red face.

"I'm not mad...I just want to know why this happened." Cas murmured and I looked back down, unable to face him as I tell him why I did it myself. "I...I'm sorry..." I whispered before continuing "I just...couldn't face the truth...". "The truth about what?" Cas asked before I broke down into heavy sobs, "Sammy...he...he left so much...behind..." I managed to breathe out. "Oh Dean, it wasn't your fault at all. I don't want to sound harsh but fucking christ Dean there was nothing you could have done. So just let it go!" Cas' voice went hoarse at his last statement, and I didn't have to look up to know he was crying. "I...just can't." I responded wiping away my tears with a tissue, I sighed as I laid back down on my bed.

"Am I interrupting something?" An unfamiliar silken voice interrupted, I looked in the direction of the sound and saw a lady who was presumably our doctor. "What do you want?" I hissed, her expression changed from a small smile to a serious annoyance. "Dean Winchester I am Dr. Allian, your doctor. Its nice to meet you, finally." She walked over and held her hand out for me to shake it, I did and noticed she had a good grip. "Nice grip you got there, but what do you mean by finally?" I questioned, Cas sighed "Dean...you were in a coma for a few days. They had to...fill you with blood you know, c-considering how much you lost and...god fuck fucking dammit..." Cas was now sobbing heavily as I sat there just looking down in shame.

"Cas..." I choke out as my eyes begin to well with tears from seeing him cry. "I'll give you two some time to figure this out." Dr. Allian said softly before she exited the room, closing the door behind her and leaving us in a silence where only sobs were heard.

"Dean?"

"Yeah Cas?"

"I-if I could... I would kiss you right now..."

"God dammit Cas...you know I didn't mean for this to happen! We were supposed to be happy! We should have gone to our classes holding hands and giving each other kisses on the cheek! We should have gotten in trouble for all the PDA and then laugh about it! We weren't supposed to be in hospital beds crying over how we can't trust one another to go into another room alone!"

"Dean."

"What!?"

"If I die...don't get mad."

"CASTIEL DON'T YOU DARE EVER SAY THINGS LIKE THAT AGAIN!"

* Cas' POV *

The words rang out as I sat still, amazed that Dean had that much energy-no, emotion left in him. "Dean...I was just being honest, I mean..." I stuttered out, afraid to have Dean lash out again. "What? What is it Cas?" Dean asked me in a concerned tone, I sighed as tears welled up in my eyes from the news I was about to deliver. "I'll tell you...but you have to promise...that you...you won't get mad." I pleaded. "I wont." He replied quietly, I could feel his eyes watching my every move and anticipating the words that were going to come out of my mouth. I doubted he would be ready for what I was going to say.

"Dean,"

"I'm dying."

* Sam's POV * (omfg yes finally its been forever)

I sat comfortably in my first-class seat, right next to my beautiful fiancé Jess as we flew back from our beautiful secret vacation in the Bahamas which is where I proposed. I couldn't wait to get home to call Dean and tell him all about the engagement. I sighed in relief as the plane landed safely at the airport, Jess and I drove home happily until we pulled up to the driveway.

It was all gone.

All of our family memories and personal items were either ash or just gone. "Sam...I'm so sorry." Jess mutter out as she held me in a tight embrace. Tears welled up in my eyes as my mouth was agape, my mind then immediately went to Dean. I let go of Jess and searched for my phone in my pockets, clumsily calling Deans number.

One ring.

Two rings.

Three rings.

"Who the hell is this?" A shrill voice answered.

(Whoops, sorry for the cliffhangers lmao)