The Thug Who Breaks Hearts

Chapter 16 : Moving Up

💙Jarus💙

We All Were In The Truck And Baby J Started Crying "Antiana , Give Him His Bottle" I Said "Ok" She Said ️Talecia Had Fell Asleep When She First Got In The Car About 20 Mins Later We Arrived At The Mall "T Baby Wake Up" I Said Shaking Her "Ok I'm Up" She Said Steppingg Out The Car Getting Jaleeah And Antiana And I Got Baby J Instantly When We Stepped In The Mall We Were Given Glares "The Fuck" ️Talecia Said Looking At The Girl Trying To Talk To Me "I Know You See All These Kids Around Him , And You Still Trying To Talk To Him , you Really Must Be Blind But You Can turn Around And Walk In That Shop For Some New Weave Then Come back " ️Talecia Said I Just Walked Off Into Footlocker And Started Picking Out Some Shoes For Me And Baby J "Really J ?" ️Talecia Said Sitting Jalleah On Her Lap "What I Just Walked Away " I Said Picking Up 2 Pairs Of Jordan's And 2 Pair Of KD's And ️Talecia Picked The Same But Different Color

2 Hours And 40 Bags Later We Were Finally Getting out This Mall , They Done Drove Me Broke "️Talecia You A Little Shopping Freak " I Told Her "Yea But You Had A Baby With It" She Winked "Keep Playing We Going To Have Some More " I Said Playing "Boy Hush" She Said Putting The Bags In The Car And Bending Over I Think She Did It On Purpose So I'm Walked Behind Her And Started Playing With Her Pants "J If You Think I Did It On Purpose Know That I Didn't " She Said Turning Around "Mhmm Whatevaa Put Come Help Put The Kids In The Car" I Said Opening The Door "Ofcourse" She Said Grabbing Baby J "Hey Mamas Boy" She Cooed Kissing All Over Him "Nope Thats Daddy Boy " I Said Sticking My Tongue Out "I Could Fix That For You" She Said Smirking "Lawdd We Going To Have A House Full Of Kids" I Mumbled

Next We Went To Red Lobster "Table For 5 "I Said To The Older Lady But She Looked Mad Familiar "Uhh J , You Got The - " ️Talecia Started But Stopped When She Had Seen The Older Lady "Ma ?" ️Talecia Asked With Tears Forming "️Talecia Baby Is That You And Antiana ?" She Asked "Yes , Why ?" ️Talecia Cried I Walked Over To Her Comforting Her "I Was Depressed Honey Im Sorry " Her Ma Cried To "But You Treated Us So Bad , Like The Mashed Potatoes Were Your Children And We Were Your Trash , I Cried Every Night Because You Wasn't Being A Mother To Me And Antiana , We Went To Sleep Starving Maybe For Days" T Cried "Baby It's Ok" I Hugged Her "️Talecia
can We Talk About This ?" He Mom Asked Handing Her The Number But she Didn't Take It So I Did Abd Nodded Our Table Was Ready And The Twins Were Waking Up "They Boud To Start Crying" I Said Sitting Jaleeah In The Booth Picking Her Up , And Letting Her Bounce In My Lap "Why Is You Waking Up " I Played With Her She Just Smiled And Started Trying To Take The Napkins Off The Table "Noo , You Can't Have That" I Cooed "T Baby Are You Okay ?" I Asked Looking At Her "Yeaa I'm Fine " She Said Still Looking Down "Baby I'm Sure She Can ExplIn It , I Mean She Still Is Your Mother " I Said Trying To Soothe The Tension "I'll See" She Said

In The Car

♥️ Talecia ♥️

It Was Crazy At The Restaurant I Was Just Re Running My Whole Life When My Song Came On I Turned The Radio Up Just A Bit And Started Singing

Tell me whatcha say now Tell me whatcha say Come again? If you cannot stay down Then you do not have to pretend Like there is no way out I shoulda never let you in Cause you got me face down And don't take this personal But you're the worst You know what you've done to me And although it hurts I know I just can't keep runnin' away
I don't need you (x4)
But I want you
I don't mean to (x4)
But I love you

J Looked Over At Me Looking Dumbfounded I Scruched my Face "you Can Sing ?" He Asked Looking Constantly At Mhe And Back To The Road "Yeaa" I Said Laying My Head On The Arm Rest "Why You Keep Stressing Yourself ?" He Asked " It Feels Wrong , Cause When I Needed Her The Most She Was Still Doing Crack , Now When We Moved Out Her Ass Want To Go To Rehab" I Said Closing My Eyes "I Think You Should Just
Go Talk To Her " He Said Pulling Into The Garage "Ok I'll Call Her When I Get In The House" I Told Him We Got Out The Car And We Got The Kids And Put Them So Bath Water In The Tub And Some Toys "We Are Good Parents To Be Young " I Said "Yea We Are Cause At First I Didn't Know Shit About Kids" J Said Helping Take Off The Twin Clothes Me And J Washed The Kids And Fed Em , Burped Em , And Put Them To Sleep . I Grabbed My Phone And Snatched the Number From Jarus "Lose The Attitude" J Leaned Against The Bed With A Straight Face I Just Continued Dialing The Number

Conversation

Me- Hello ?

"Mother" - Who Am I Speaking With

Me - Your Daughter

"Mother" - Ooh Hey Baby , Do You Mind If I Come Over And Speak To you

Me - Not At All

"Mother" - Ok Text Me The Address

End Of conversation

"️Talecia , If You Don't Get Your Stuckup Ass In them Messages And Text Her That Damn Address Imma Fuck You Up In This House " J Said Jogging Down The Steps "Umm Your Are Baby J And Jaleeah Dads Not Mine " I Said Flicking him Off "I Don't Got Time For Tgis Right Now" He Said And Walked Off To The Kitchen T Be Honest I Don't GiveA Fuck RIGHT NOW I Texted My Mom The Address And I Waited Patiently And Went To Get Antiana

DING DONG !

There Goes The Bell , I Walked To the Door And let My Mom In "Ohh This Is Nice ️Talecia , I'm Surprised " She Said I Looked At Her Like Pigs Could Fly "Soo The Day That Them People Came To The House , Where Were You ?" I Asked Her Sitting Applesauced On The Couch Facing her "️️Talecia When I Was On Crack I Didn't See Nothing But Crack Crack Crack ! I Actually Got Introduced To Drugs When Your Father Left Us , He Was Sending you Money But I Spent It On Myself I Bought Over 100 Pounds Of crack And I Snorted Every Single Peice I Only Had 12 Pounds Left Till I Went To Rehab. the Day Them Men Came in I Was Getting My Fix And When I heard Them Come Threw The Door I Hid , I Was Being So Stupid , I Should've Been Down There And Gave My Life Away But I ..... Was being Selfish When I Finally Came Out My Room And Seen You and Antiana Was Gone I Broke Down Crying and I Stressed And Stressed And Stressed I Went To Rehab After that And I Spent 6 Months Their Till I got release and I Started Working On My Life , I Tried Looking For You And Your Sister But I Came To Dead Ends Then I Found Out You Had Fell In Love And Had Kids And I Felt Like I Felled You" She Was cryin All Over The Place And Lots Of Tears Had Fell Out Of My Eyes I Got Up And Hugged Her And Let Tears Take Control "I'm Sorry I Failed You , I'm Sorry" She Cried And I Felt Bad For Treating Her The Way I Did "It's Ok Ma , I Forgive You " I Said "You Want To See The Kids ?" I Asked "yes " She Answered I Walked Her Upstairs To The Twins Room "Here They Are Jaleeah And Baby Jarus " I Said "Awwl Omg How Could I Miss This " I Smiled "6 Months" I Said Proudly "Jarus !" I Yelled He Came In The Room Fast Ass Hell I Laughed "Ma This My Baby's Father Slash Boyfriend " I Smiled Happily "Nice To Meet You I Hope You Treating My Princess Like A Queen " She Said Hugging Him "Ooh Yes , I Love Her " J Said Winking At Me And My Ma Smiled "ok Now I Won't Mind Beating Yo Ass" I Laughed "I'm Definitely Am Now" I Looked At Him Crazy But Smiling "Antiana In The Other Room " I Told Ma And I Left Them Alone

1 Hour Later

After Our Family Time Ma Was Giving Out Hugs And She Pulled Me To The Side "Ok Ant Baby Please Don't Cry Or Get Stressed When I Say This" She Said I Immediately Nodded "I Have Cancer And I Don't Know How Long I Have To Live ...." My Mom Said And My Heart Stopped Literally And I Collapsed On The Floor

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