The Thug Who Breaks Hearts

Chapter 30 : Fwm You Know I Got It

Jarus 🙈

" Get Up " I Said Blowing On Jaleeah And Jarus Stomach I Planned On Taking The Kids To The Fair , Skating And Then A Movie They Laughed And Started Throwing Wild Punches "Y'all Trying To Give Daddy A Black Eye " I Asked Stretching "Nooo" They Screamed Grabbing My Phone They Too a Smart I Hope Talecia Don't Have Them Working Under Cover "Hey Mommmy !" They Screamed I Closed My Eyes And Opened Them They Actually Was Talking To They Momma I Shook My Head And Laughed Walking To The Bathroom To Brush My Teeth And Wash My Face Y'all Ain Never Heard Of A Thug With Slob I Laughed To Myself And Walked Back In The Room "Mommy Wants To Speak To You" J Said Handing Me The Phone "Yall Go Run Y'all Some Water Somebody In My Bathroom Somebody In The Other Chop Chop We Busy To Day" My Voice Boomed In My Throat "Wassup Beautiful ?" I Asked Walking Out The Room "Where My Babies Getting Kidnapped To ?" She Asked Combing Her Hair And Putting On Eyeliner "Never Ever Land" I Laughed "Oo You Thought You Were Funny" She Said Mugging Mhe "To The Fair , Skating , And The Movies Then Back Home " I Replied Stepping Back In My Room Walking In The Closet "Don't Try And Take Them , I Murks People Like You" She Growled "Duhh Fake Manican Ass" I Said Grabbing My Outfit And Looking For My Silver Rolex " Take Care Of My Babies" She Cried I Nearly Died Laughing And She Cried Harder "I'm Sorry Just Stop Talking " I Told Her Smiling She Blushed "Bye Man Tell Them I Love Them And Call Mhe " She Said Hanging Up , Shakin My Head She Some Else , Anyways I Waited Till The Kids Got Out The Tub And Hopped In Showering

At The Fair

"Daddy , Stopp It " Jaleeah Screamed "I Cant Baby" I Said Laughing 'Im Scared" J Said As The Ride Begin To Slow Down "I Think I Got To Throw Up , Stuff Like This Aint Made For Black People " Jarus Said "Man You Gotta Be Tough But We Finna Go Get Yall A Funnel Cake And Some Nachos Then We Going Skating" I Said Going To The Food Stand "Jarus" A Voice Boom I Grew Mad In The Inside Cause Niggas Knew Not To Call My Name In These Streets I Turned Around Not Letting My Kids Out Of My Sight But Looking At The Man At The Same Time When I Seen Who It Was I Grew Furious But Since My Kids Right Here Im Not Going To Act An Ass "Bye" I Growled Turning Around "Look Im Sorry For What You Seen That Day , Im Not That Type OF Man Son " He Said I Held Onto My Kids Hands Turning Around "Look Fuck Nigga , I Dont That Night You Wasnt Posessed You Knew What YOu Was Fucking Doing YOu A Straight Crackhead , The Fuck I Look Like STUPID , No Hell I Dont Man Gone Im Spending Time With My Kids Not YOu Low Down Deadbeat Ass NIggas , Bye Cause Later Imma Have To Give My Kids An Explanation To Why I Cussed A Crackhead Out And Why I Was Saying Bad Word , And Dont Call Me 'Son' You Dont Earn That Gift But I Got One For You A Nice Ass King Size Ass Whooping ' I Turnt Around Saying Sorry To My Kids Never Looking Back

For The Rest OF The Day I Spent With My Kids The Problem At The Fair Escalated From My Mind To 'Who The Fuck Was That Nigga' I Had Both Jalleah And J In My Arms Sleep Walking Out The Movie Theatre "Awwl Thats So Sweet Now We Know God Is Good With Blessing Us With Out A Dead Beat Father" I Heard A Group Of Girls Say , when I Thought Of That I Thought Of My Family Including Talecia I Think Its Time For Me To Fix My Relationship And go Meet The Rest Of My Family , Days Arent Going Up They Counting Down In Life , So Why Not Grow Up ?

Talecia

I Layed on My Sofa Watching Bad Girls Club wondering Why Jarus Ugly Self Aint Call To Let Me Know How My Kids Were And If Everything Was Fine I Got Up Pacing Back And Forth Around The Livingroom , Man Fuck The Fight Thats Finna Break Out On BGC , IMMA MAKE A FIGHT BREAK OUT WITH JARUS IF HE DONT CALL MY FUCKING PHONE "Uggh " I Groaned Sitting Down My Feet Was Hurting And My Emotions Started To Kick In I Just Sat On The Sofa And Cried

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

I Wobbled To The Door To Peep Out The Peep Hole 'The Police' I Started Panicking I Opened The Door Normally "How May I Help You ?" I Asked Smiling "How Are You Doing Mam Im Looking For A Christavious Whitman " The Buff Black Pig Said I Smiled "Im Sorry Wrong Adress " I Said Attempting To Close The Door To A Foot Stopped The Doorway "Excuse Me ?" I Said Furrowing My Eyebrows "Mam If You Are Lying We Can Put YOu Away To Without A Possibility Of A Parole " He Said "Ok The Fuck , Like I Said You Got The Wrong Fucking Adress My Feet Horting And Im Getting Emotional , So I Suggest IF You Dont Want To See A Black Pregnant Woman Fight You I Strongly CAUTION You To Get Off My Property Where YOur Warrant ToQuestion ME ? .... Exactly BYe " I Said Slamming The Door In Their Face I Picked Up My Phone Calling Jarus

Me- Omg Can You COme Over , The Police Just LEft LOoking For Christavious , and My Feet Are Hurting , Im Emotional , Half The Reason Cause Of You , Because You Didnt Call Me So That I Can Check On My Children

JArus - Im sorry , Long Day , Here I Come I Gotta Get The Kids Back In The Car *Huffing*

me - Thanks

End Of Conversation , Now Ill Just Wait

*Iphone Ringtone*

Me - Christavio..

Honey BooBoo - Talecia Thats How You Feel You Ratting Me Out Now , Girl I Had Love For You , How Come The Police Just Came At My Door I Was At Your Hoyuse When They Pulled Up , And I Seen You Standing Right There For A lOng Time , I Thought I Loved You, But I Guess Not

me - Ok First Do You Have A Motha Fucking Phone On My Lips , no The Fuck You Dont , I Was Helping You Dumbass ,So Watch Who The Fuck You Talking To.............Vote CHECK OUT MY NEW BOOK I GOTTA SURVIVE PLEASE

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