"And they all lived happily ever after." I shut the fairy tale book and placed it onto Alyssa's pink bookshelf. She was smiling contently up at me from under her warm bed covers.
"Like you and daddy? Happily ever after?" she asked me curiously. Her hazel eyes were sparkling, looking up at me.
I didn't know how to answer that. I didn't want to lie to my daughter, nor did I want to crush her fantasy dreams of a happy family that Harry and I never had.
"Daddy and I love you so much, you know that right? We would both do anything for you, Alyssa. Daddy just has to work, as you know with the big cameras and TV screens. While momma's here and always will be here for you." I spoke truthfully and from the heart, butter coating my words for obvious reasons.
"I miss daddy a lot, momma." she tells me and a s mall pout is forming on her angelic features. It doesn't suit her at all. I just want to wipe it straight off.
"I miss him too, sweetheart. Daddy misses you as well. He'll come home soon, okay? Don't you worry about anything." I promise her solemnly.
"You okay, momma? No sad?" she is watching me rather carefully, examining my movements.
"No sad." I tell her before putting the best fake smile on for her, kissing her forehead and tucking her into the covers of her bed. I shut off her twinkly bedside light and tip-toed out the bedroom before letting the tears I've been holding in, fall freely.
[HarryStyles]
"So... how is she?"
I look across the room to see Niall standing at the doorway, while I'm currently lying on my bed staring aimlessly at the celling.
"How did you-"
"-I heard you cry, Harry. I know whenever you get off the phone from her, you break down so don't try and deny it to me. Don't show me any man pride." Niall enters my room and perches himself beside me on the bed so now we are both staring up at the ceiling.
"I can't help it. I miss her so much. The distance between us will be the death of me, Ni. I'm not joking."
He sighs, "I know that. Don't you think I'm not going through the same crap as you are? Sure, I may not be married to her-or had a child with her, but she is my best friend. She will always be my best friend. As much as I love you guys, I can never talk to guys in the ways I could talk to Sky, yanno?"
"I know. She changed us all. She really has. Don't know how we've survived this long without her in our lives everyday. I really don't."
"I get what you mean, Harry. Don't forget that. Don't you dare try and block us all out-especially me. You must expect us not to know how you're feeling, that everything is alright with us. We may not be showing it as much as you, but it's hurting us all inside. But we mast our pains with smiles. You need to smile-"
"-I have no reason to smile if I'm not with her." I reply back stubbornly and bluntly.
"Yes but, imagine Alyssa and Sky watching you on TV, and you're frowning... how do you think it would make them feel? Certainly not happy, don't you think?"
Damn. He's right.
"I guess so... I can't pretend everything's alright though, can I Niall?"
"No-one's asking you to do that. No-one ever will, unless it's that damn ass Modest! but that's a different story. I'm just saying, us boys want the cheeky Styles back. Despite you being a father and a husband, we still want you even if your personality has changed completely. Even though you've practically changed into a sorry ass grandpa!" he let out a contagious laugh that I couldn't help but laugh along with him for a few seconds, before stopping. I felt like laughing and being happy is bad, because if I'm happy here without her-it's not good.
Niall noticed and poked my cheek, "smile! Let's see those dimples! Bro-it's no use fighting your smile. It's okay to be happy. Imagine Sky being here with you, and her happiness radiating on you. That's what I do."
I nodding closing my eyes and thinking of her nose scrunching as she laughed, her dimples on full show as she was throwing her head back laughing at one of the most stupid and corniest jokes I've told. The way it made my heart flutter instantly made my body go ward and mushy. I used to try and fight these feeling, thinking it wasn't 'manly' to feel like this. To hell with manliness
I love her.
{{I miss skarry so much urgh urgh. song for this fanfic is Half A Heart-you all agree right? Comment and vote please-Tanisha .x}}
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