Not With Out My Thug (sequel to inlove with a thug)

Hands full

I woke up in Haileys bed, her and Cee Cee played with dolls.I walked into my room, and put my robe on.Then rubbing my messy hair.

I heard the basketball outside hitting the ground.I looked out the backdoor and watched My son and his father interact.

He seen me "alright time out" he walked up to me and grabbed my waist cupping my ass.I rolled my eyes, and pushed away from him going back into the house.

I made a quick lil breakfast.Toast, eggs, grits, with some chopped up fruit on the side.I walked upstairs showered and slid on my jeans, a white shirt, with my powder blues.And my hair in a neat bun on top of my head.

"Are you kids cleaned?" I asked going into the room "yes, we dont know what to wear" Hailey said I laughed "so you put on basketball shorts" I walked to her princess dresser, and pulled out her baby blue sheer top longsleeve, a white tank, with her black leggings.

"Here lil girl" I laid it out "CeeCee come on babes you come back later" I went into her room and grabbed her red sheer top button up shortsleeve, with a light blue tank top, and her black leggings.

"Yall gone be cute" "mama i want this" she handed me her studded jean vest "okay baby" I slid it on her.

"Let me do your hair" I grabbed the bucket and sat on the bed with her between my legs.

I parted her hair down the middle, and say she is too young, but she is 3 my baby is going to wear her hair how ever I want it.

I flat ironed it, and it fell past her shoulders.Then I added some moose and it shriveled.She looked at me and smiled "here mama" she handed me a red handband, that had a little flower on it.

"Ma" Hailey came in, yall imagine how many times my name get called in a day.

"Yes" I sighed "my hairrr" she sang I laughed and tapped CeeCees butt so she got up and Hailey sat down.

"Hand me that" I told Cierra and she handed me the PINK hair lotion.I swooped her baby hairs which really didnt need it, then put her hair in a bow with a big white bow in front of it "done" I walked downstairs with them and we ate breakfast.

Caz came in and tried to kiss me but I turned my cheek.He looked at me, and I ignored it.Mere came downstairs in some yellow trues, and a black polo,with some black chucks.

"Hey ma" he kissed my cheek "morning baby" I grabbed the girls plates and started to clean "kids let us talk" Caz told them.

I just kept cleaning and they all ran out the kitchen and into the backyard "Whats wrong?" he asked "nothing" I told him going through cabinets writing down things we needed "stop acting like this" he raised his voice "mhmm" was all I said then put a sticky note on the fridge "Ceirra has a doctors appointment saturday, and Im gone be at the trap" I told him he sighed and grabbed my hips forcefully pushing me up against the fridge.

"Talk to me" he said gently "i dont want to" I looked away from him he kissed me forecfully, and his hands found their way into my pants "stop, our kids" I pushed back holding in moans.He pulled out and licked his fingers.

"Your so irritating" I smiled "love me tho" he told me I rolled my eyes "we talking later" I flicked him off then walked out into the living room to watch tv.

Minutes later I vomitted in the toilet.I knew what I was diagnosed with.But I didnt want anyone to say anything about it.Yet!
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"How you holding up"I asked Adrienne at her bedside she looked lost "I lost both of my babies, cause of that bitch" she cried "dont worry" I held her "its all gone be okay" I patted her back as she cried "when are you gone tell me?" She looked up at me "tell you what?" I asked she laughed.

Wiping her tears "that you were pregnant"