Not With Out My Thug (sequel to inlove with a thug)

I gotchu

6 months later

"When we're high when we low said I promise I will never let you go,

Said I got I got I gotcha back boyy I got I got I got I got ya boyy"

Keri Hilson ft TI blasted through the speakers.As Hailey and Mere bobbed their heads in the backseat.

We stopped at the frozen yogurt shop, and got us some yogurt "so you guys excited for Your little sister to get here" I asked they nodded their heads "yes but um is she gone be my little sister to" Hailey asked "uh yeah duh it's gone be both of your little sister" I tell her she smiled then I took them to the park.

Times like this was what I needed most.Just me and my kids with the stress of hustling and trying to live life is hard now a days. Caz is doing 3 years in the pin.Next time he see his kids will be when Cierra is 3 and the twins 7.

The thought of that just made me want to cry.I decided to name my baby Cierra Christina Mason.Thats a gorgeous name to me.

Me and Caz write all the time I send him ultrasound pictures and the kids get the phone calls.

My fair but they know who their father is and baby Cierra will to.My phone rung and I answered "hello" Caz spoke "hey" I said happy "I miss you Honesty" he told me and I let the tears fall "I need you Caz I need you here this baby is stressing me out and the kids are constantly asking about you I need you" I cried "baby it's okay before you know it imma be good give the kids a kiss for me" he told me "okay" I said still crying "you gone hold me down" he asked "yes but be good so you can get home sooner" I told him he chuckled making me smile "okay love you" he said I smiled "love you to kids daddy on the phone" I yelled he laughed and they took the phone.

We don't live in Caz house no more.I bought a little apartment with four bedrooms 1 bathroom.I thought it was time to downgrade a little.But it's nice immean I'm still making money but aye, I gotta make sure it's on point keep it high.

I'm known right now, yep I don't sell though the baby but they give me the money and I make it legal.Simple I get my money they get there's and I let it be.

I'm pregnant and working with the streets, shidd YOLO! They gave me my phone an we drove to the apartment.They started watching cartoons while I cooked some sphagetti and garlic bread with chicken.

After dinner fed them let them rest then went in my room to finish counting money make sure no body ain't try to pull a slick one on me.Cause my bitch still by my side.

After counting, I put it in a soufflé bag and slid it in my closet.When I walked in the living room the kids were still eating I made me a plate and some pop and at along with them watching some nigga with a annoying ass voice.

The baby started moving "feel this" I told the twins taking one of both if their hands and placing it on my stomach their eyes began to glow and their face lit up "it moving mama it's moving" Mere yelled I laughed then she kicked me."Ouch that hurted CiCi" I yelled the kids laughed and removed their hands.

"What time is it Hails" I asked her she looked at my phone "7" she said I took my phone "7:30". I ran the kids bath water and got their tooth brush and pajamas out "come on Hailey you know you have trouble sleepin get in here" I yelled.She has insomnia which causes her to stay up late and get less sleep.

"Mere you next and get y'all breathing treatment out the closet" I yelled putting Hailey into the warm water and Washing her hair and body.

I let her play in it while Mere handed me the breathing treatment.They both have asthma and his is worse than hers like really worse.It gets to the point with him that his throat clumps up and he completely stops breathing through his mouth.

I put on his treatment then went and got Hailey out.I blowdried her hair and threw it in a ponytail she put on her clothes and stuff then I put her in the bed "you gotta take yo breathing treatment" I told her she nodded and took as sip of the cup of water beside the table "it's gone ma" Mere yelled and I walked out and saw that it was gone.I ran the bath water and out him washed him and let him play while Hailey took her treatment.

I got him out let him put on his pjs and he was off to sleep after a little conversation.I checked Hailey to see about the treatment she was out cold.I unhooked the machine and put it up closed the door and started cleaning the house.

I'm pregnant to pregnant to be doin all this but my kids are my kids that's my job.After cleaning I showered and did my hygiene then watched a movie falling asleep on the couch.

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"Beep beep beep bbeep" I hear the alarm clock go off.I roll over and fall back to sleep.It went off again and I gr up pissed.

I took out the kids clothes Mere black polo, faded trues and wheats.I tapped him and he looked at me "brush your teeth wash your face her dressed" I told him "morning ma" he said I smiled and kissed his head.

Hailey's turn she be having an attitude in the morning "Hailey get up and get ready for school get dressed, and brush your tteeth wash your face" I told her she rolled her eyes "do it again and we gone have some problems" I told her pointing at her "don't try it Hailey today ain't the day" I said leaving.Mere came out dressed I put Hailey on some yoga skinnies from pink , white chucks, and a pink sweater I put moose in her hair making it curl and shrivel then a headband "my babies" I said letting a tear fall.

I threw on my clothes "too big for this shit" I mumbled then waddled to the car.I put them in handed then they backpacks "Hailey your lunch is in the front pocket and Mere yours in the back pocket" I told them as I hopped in the car.

I said my prayer protection and drove them off to school.They got there and ran inside.I went to the warehouse and put on my mouth mask you know I won't inhale shit.

I walked to the back threw the douffle bag on the desk "ayee Bestfriend" Dre said me and him was holding this shit up for Caz "you talked to my mans yet" he asked "yea earlier he doing good" I told him "when he get back I'm thinking of parting ways with the gang " he said "whatchu mean parting ways" I asked Dre "starting my own"