ranting rachel

give me all the gay

hey to anyone who decided to keep reading. congrats you're about to hear my first ever rant.

so i live in boston ma and our pride parade is coming up. naturally, i just recently came out as bisexy so i really wanted to go celebrate with all the awesome lgbtq peeps.

then suddenly, i realized i had so much crap going on in my life i might not be able to go. and i got super pissed and really sad.

since i came out, i wanted to experience pride parade cause its pride month and we should be celebrating all the awesome things about being different.

and it was really hard to admit to my family that i swing both ways. i feel like it was a realization that i was growing up and changing. i got pissed because there were so many things that were blocking me from going.

but i got sad because i feel like im kidding myself. i feel like people aren't taking me seriously about this and that this would be my only chance to prove that im bisexual and that im sure about it.

anyways imma go now. hope you enjoyed this sad rant