Why wasn't I good enough?

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Taylor's POV

As I packed I realized Logan didn't tell me how long we would be going for. I slowly walked to his office and knock on the door.

"Come in" he shouted.

"Hey I realized you didn't say how long we are going for" I tell him.

"Oh umm we are going for 3 weeks to 2 months. It depends on how things go."

"Okay! Bye" I reply with a forced smile. I quickly exit the room and head straight to my room. Since I didn't know what to pack, I basically shoved my entire wardrobe into 2 suitcases and a carry-on since we are flying there.

"Tay we have to start dinner" said Sam, behind her stood Laura.

"Okay give me a minute. Um where is Liz?" I ask.

"You know Liz she is probably sleeping or sitting in the dark watching Supernatural" answers Laura.

"Of course what else would she be doing, let's get started" I say.

We cooked a huge steak dinner with potatoes, steamed vegetables and garlic toast. Everyone sat at the table and we served the food. For dessert we made double chocolate layer cake with strawberry reduction syrup on top. Everyone was laughing and chatting during the meal.

"Attention everyone I will be announcing who is coming and who is in charge. Sam and I, Chase and Laura, Liz and Tay will be coming to Firemoon," Logan said, "James is going to be Alpha fill in while we are gone. We will be leaving tomorrow at 2pm" The pack erupted into cheers and loud claps.

I was getting tired very early in the night. I told everyone good night and went upstairs to bed. This whole going back is giving me a hard time and is hard to get my head around. I think I just need a long soak in the bath and relax.

Logans POV

I honestly feel awful doing this to my sister but I can't deny the council of their wishes. I have to start packing up my stuff for the trip. I can't wait to see my younger brother so I can punch him in the face; it is going to be a great family reunion. I crammed my bag shut and dragged it towards the entrance of min and Sam's room. I flop on the bed and hear the door open and smell Sam step in.

"*Sigh* I feel like the worst brother ever you know? That is the last thing that Taylor needs, another bad brother."

Sam came over and I felt her wrap her arms around my waist. She slowly leaned her head on my shoulder and gave me a giant hug.

"Logie you aren't a bad brother, you're just in a situation that can't be changed, Taylor understands. Now let's get to bed we have a long day planned for tomorrow."

~~NEXT DAY~~

Taylors POV

*Ok Tay you can do this! Let's kill today!*

"Come on Tay we are going to be late" yelled Logan.

"Okay coming" I yelled back.

I brought my bag to the top of the stairs and meet Logan who took my bag downstairs and loaded it into the car. Last night the airplane company called and told us the flight was cancelled. Everyone was disappointed but excited for the new road trip.

I don't think I'm ready for this trip but I have to be brave for my brother and friends.

I sat down in the back next to Laura and plugged my headphones in and zoned out for the next hour or so.

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"Taylor wake up! Were here and everyone else is already settled into their rooms!" Logan spoke softly as he shook his sister awake.

"Huh? Oh wow I guess I had a good nap" I replied.

I grabbed my stuff from the back of the car and walked in. As I reached the door I took a deep breath and as I was about to open the door someone opened it on the other side.

"Gasp!!"

A/N

Hey guys I'm super duper sorry that I havent been here in awhile. I have had a lot on my plate but summer is here now and are you guys ready for scheduled uploads? I am. Thanks for reading I hope you enjoyed

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