😈Kpop's Darker Side/ 21+ Fanfic!!!😈

10. Black Out Pt.2

He held both of my hands, intertwining our fingers to where they fit perfectly.
"Do you remember the first time we met, y-n?" He asked, looking deep into my eyes, while I was still straddling his thighs.

"Yes, actually, I do. You hated me and I couldn't stand you!" I said, remembering everything. "Oh y-n, I didn't hate you. But you infuriated me. Why was you with that asshole anyway? What was it that made you like him?" He asked, sounding genuinely curious.

"He was just a way to escape from my parents at the time. Then I started developing feelings for him. That's why it hurt so bad when he cheated." I admitted, looking back down at my hands.

When I looked up, he was smiling! Like, what the crap? "I. Beat. His. Ass! You. Know. That. Right?" He asked, emphasizing each word. I sucked in a sharp breath... "That was you?" I asked.

He smirked and nodded slowly. "But why?" I asked.

"Back then I couldn't stand being around you, but I felt some type of way for you too, not knowing really that I loved you at the same time. So I didn't want to see you hurt or crying It's so weird... Right?"

"Why are you just now telling me this? If I'd have known this Hyunsik, I wouldn't have been so mean to you! It isn't fair! I liked you so much too and couldn't understand why or how you hated me so much! So I wanted to make your life miserable because you were beautiful in my eyes, but such a damn asshole to me. I know the real reason now... I just wish I'd have known then."

"Ooh, it wasn't that bad. I'd go home every evening, being so infuriated at you... I mean, you really got under my skin in the ninth grade, not to mention you killed my pet squirrel. Haha... I just thought you did these things to get on my nerves."

"When I would get home, I'd think about how to make your life more miserable." He smirked again.

"And the first time you put your hands on me, it was to put a toad down the back of my shirt! I hated you even worse for that. I cried thinking it was going to pee on me!" I remembered, blushing and giggling a bit.

He giggled at the memory as well.

"So, the more I thought about you... The more I um, thought about you... I can't believe I'm actually telling you this but, it started off thinking, she needs her ass whipped, little brat! I stayed there for a couple of weeks... Then, I started thinking about the ass whipping itsself... Then I started thinking about being the one to give you the ass whipping. That's when I realized that I was in fact attracted to you.

It was then when the thought of pleasuring you, gave me pleasure. I liked the thought of punishing you too, hearing you say my name, feeling you punish me and then I started liking the idea of even making love to you." He confessed, turning red now. "I started wanting to give you pleasure. I wanted to hear my name coming from your lips. I needed it."

"That's when you started being nice to me. I can almost remember the time of year it was too. I thought you were beautiful but spoiled. I thought you were just a brat too. I had no idea you only cared for me and was upset by my poor decisions. I remember being at a Halloween party at Minhyuks and I noticed you looking at me like you could see straight through me!"

"Yeah," he said, "I was trying to!"

"I decided then, that you wasn't so bad." I admitted.