lamb

five

jimin pov

i grabbed hoseok's hand and smiled at him. he just looked at me and then looked back in front of us. "why are you staring at me like this?" he asked.

"because my boyfriend is paranoid and sad and it's making me upset. i don't know what's all going on up there man..." i said. "it's fine. only if you're not upset." "it's not fine. i don't care if i'm okay, i care if you're okay."

"ditto."

"can we just go home then? i don't need burger king and you sure as hell don't need that disgusting fast food. i'll make you a buffet at home rather than making you eat that."

hoseok let go of my hand and started to walk faster towards home. "hoseokie, please stop walking so fast. please walk with me." he turned around and his eyes were very glossy.

"oh no. baby, are you okay?" i said. hoseok burst into tears. "no... i'm not okay... i'm freaking out dude. my body just... feels all wrong. everything feels all wrong. i don't know how, but everything feels different and off since i saw 'him'."

i rubbed his back and kissed his cheek. "do you wanna go visit jin or something?" he shook his head. "i just want a night for you and me, and our bed. i just wanna lay down with you."

i smiled solemnly, and hoseok kissed my lips. "i'm sorry that i dragged you into this."

i squeezed his shoulder. "i signed up for it baby. you didn't drag me into anything."