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by dearhubbyboo

Its the next morning. Im ready to get emotionally and physically hurt. I decided to wear a baggy yellow shirt with light blue jeans and yellow converse. I go downstairs and get greeted by my mom. "hi honey im gonna be going on vacay so if you need anything call me!" "oh okay." She hugs me goodbye. #momgoals. I eat my sandwhich which my mom made. I go get my keys but im stopped by khloe. She is actually nice to me. All my siblings are nice to me and care about me but kendall. "hey mom told me she heard you running in the house crying before school started, are you okay?" She asks me with a worried expression. "im fine, and i wasn't crying i had to get my book." I said lying to her which hurt me cuz she doesnt deserve lies. "okay thats good, if there is anything wrong just call me." She hugs me and walks to her room.

I get in my car and plug in my aux cord and I put in Selfish by PnB Rock.
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I get out my car and I feel like someone is staring at me. I start to feel self conscious. I turn around and there is that blonde girl with kendall pointing at me and calling me names. Like tf grow up this aint no 5th grade.
Right when I turn around I bump into madison. "bitch." She whispered and walked away. This bitch is the reason I hate myself. I ignore her and walk to my locker. Only to find a hot guy with dark hair and bold eyebrows with a amazing jawline. I walk up to him and say "hi, this is my locker." He doesnt move so I giggle and ask him again but politely. He stared at me. I was so uncomfortable. Who is he? "You're really ugly, why dont you kill yourself?" I was speechless. I recognized his voice. He is with Madison. Tears started to form in my eyes. "lmao here I have blades for you to use on yourself, just end ur life." He grabs my hand and puts the box of razors on my hands and walks away.
Im still trying to take what just happened inside. Why does everyone hate me? What did I do to Madison for her to start to hate me? How can someone be that heartless.

Maybe I should use these?