I set Cas down to open the door and he walks close behind me. I walk in and see Dad. "Hey Dad." I look up at him. "Hey Dean. I want to let you know that I support you and Castiel. I overreacted. I apologize." He apologizes. "Um.. O-okay." I reply. Cas hugs me from behind and I smile, putting my hands on Cas' hands. Dad lightly smiles then goes to his room. Sam was long gone into his room already. "Dean?" Cas asks. "Yes Cas?" I reply. "I love you." Cas smiles. "I love you too" I reply turning around and kissing him while reaching around him to close the door.
I pick Cas up still kissing him and walk to my room, setting him down on my bed. I hear a banging noise coming from Sam's room. "Stay here, Cas!" I exclaim grabbing the demon blade and run into the room finding Sam on the floor. I drop down next to him. "Sam! S-Sammy! Can you hear me?!" I half yell. He doesn't reply. I put my ear to his chest and check his pulse. Nothing.
"Dad!!!" I yell. He runs into the room, gun in hand. He sees Sam and he drops the gun eyes wide. Tears stream down my cheeks. "D-Demons got him Dad.." He bends down and hugs me. For once not being abusive. "It'll be okay Dean. We will get him back.. I promise.." I could see the tears streaming down his face. He lets my go and I get up walking back to Cas; drying my tears. "Everything okay?" Castiel asks. "Y-Yeah.." I reply, lying.
"Oh. Alright." He smiles brightly. I smile back sadly. It was all my fault Sam died. I didn't watch him close enough.. I sit next to Cas hugging him tightly and close to me. I stay silent not letting him see the tears streaming down my face. He manages to see my face. "W-Why are you crying, Dean?" He asks sounding very worried. "N-Nothing.." I reply. "It's something, sweetie.." Cas argues. "It's Sam.. Demons killed him.. In h-his-" I stop because I can't speak about it without crying... "Oh Dean... I-I'm so sorry.. Th-this must be really hard for you" Cas says stuttering away, trying to make me feel better. He hugs me tightly. "T-thanks Cas.." I reply.
I have stopped crying. My dad comes in. "Dean, I'm going to go get Sam back. I will make sure everything's okay.. If I don't come back.." He hands me a key to something. "Use this key.. It unlocks a small box in my room." He smiles sadly, hugs me tightly then leaves. He left Cas and I in utter silence with Sam in his room.. On his bed... Lifeless.
