If Only (Poem)

If only by forbiDDen30

I used to love, but never been loved by that someone. 

I use to dream of his love but for him, she is second to none.

If only I could change his heart by the magic of my wand

and experience how he will hold my hand,

just like the way he held her's when they watched a band...

If only it's me who could make him smile

and watch his face glow bright for a while,

just like the way she does when I watched them from a mile...

If only he would realize that I'm not invisible 

for him not to see that I'm also admirable,

just like that girl whom he always calls as lovable...

 ... then I would no longer dream of living in a wonderland, 

cause that dream on that magical land is just a strand

compared to the warmth of his love that I wish I could demand.