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Depression Before Period : G-Dragon

Today you woke up with a strange feeling and a sharp pain in your stomach. Later it was replaced by a worse pain, depression.
You knew that this depression was going to torture you the whole day and you needed someone to comfort you.
You picked up your cellphone, dialing your boyfriend's number. After the first ring, it went straight to voice mail. You left a message, asking him if he could return home sooner cause you desperately needed him. The problem was that he would never listen to his voice mails. So you were quite sure that he wouldn't be back until midnight, you were on your own. Ai was there to company you but still you needed your Ji Yong.
You went to your stack of DVD's, picked up your favorite album from BTS and put it on the player.
You played Rap Monster's song ' Reflection ' and listened to it over and over again.
" I wish I could love myself " you mumbled, tears streaming down your cheeks.

Depression got the best of you. It made you feel that you are useless, that you're not worthy of being with someone who is like a GOD in Korea. Although Ai was sitting on you lap, licking your palm and trying his best to calm you but it wasn't working.
You needed Ji Yong. You needed his embrace, his touch, his soothing voice, telling you that you are worthy of him, that he needs you as much as you need him.

The front door burst open, revealing a messy hair, sweaty Ji Yong.
" Jagi, I came as soon as I got your message. My car broke down, so I left it at the parking lot and ran all the way here. Are you ... " as soon as his eyes landed on your puffy, red eyes, he dropped his stuff and rushed towards you.
He hugged you, rubbing your back gently.
" It's o.k babe, I'm here now " he cooed. Then he picked up the remote control and turned off the player.
" Oppa, am I useless? " you whimpered while burying your face in the soft fabric of his shirt.
His eyes widened in shock and disbelief " What? Useless? "
You nodded your head, refusing to look into his eyes.
He wiped your tears with the pad of his thumb
" Jagi, you know you are my inspiration and when I say my inspiration, I mean, I, the great G-Dragon " he said while moving his hands in the air dramatically.
You chuckled and nudged him in the ribs " I'm serious "

He flashed you his famous gummy smile " Me too. You're amazing, smart, talented. You're my whole world (Y/N). Nobody is perfect jagi and that makes us humans. You're not perfect and neither am I but together we'll be complete. You're my missing piece of puzzle, my other half. Every day and night I come home happily, cause I know someone is waiting for me. I love you babe and I want you to know it " he kissed your forehead and caressed your hair.
You pressed you ear on his chest. It was pumping up and down with each breath and his heart was beating in sync, that was your favorite music.

He sat down on the sofa and you lay down, your head resting on his lap.
" Oppa, sing for me " you said, while he was playing with your ear lobe.
" Hmm? What song? "
" Black "
He pinched you cheek playfully " Yah, I said not to listen to these kind of songs while you are in this condition "
You chuckled " O.k then, your choice "
He tapped his chin " Hmm, let me think " then he clapped his hands together " Aha! I know the right song! "
He cleared his throat and took a deep breath. You eagerly waited for him to start singing and then ...

" Wow fantastic baby ... Bomshakalaka "
You jumped up, startled cause he was literally screaming at the top of his lungs.
" Yah, you scared me! " You scolded him for giving you a heart attack.
He flashed you a mischievous smirk
" Mission accomplished "

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Have you ever experienced this kind of depression?
It happens to me most of the time. I wish I'll find a boyfriend like Ji 😧

Although I'm not an Army, but I love this song very much ... It's amazing 💞

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