One-Shots, Lemons, Short Stories

Just Stop Your Crying (Hinata and Her Mom)

Before you read or like skip the video, I highly highly higggghhhhllllyyyyy encourage playing the video at the same time for maximum feels

"Can I... Can I see my Kaa-san?" Hinata stood in her nightgown, clutching the sides as she could hear her mother repeatedly exclaim in pain. She was trying to peek through the doorway, but a housewife was blocking her path. 

"Honey, go back to sleep. Your sister is coming, soon, okay?" To punctuate her point, her mother wailed once more and there was silence. 

Hinata pushed the lady back, trying to reach her mother. "Kaa-san, she's in pain!" She felt the lady grab at her waist and struggled to keep the five year old from entering the room. Hinata reached for her Kaa-san with one hand, just to comfort her mom, maybe give her a kiss to make it feel all better. "Kaa-san!"

Hinata paused as she heard the wailing of a child and watched with wide, transfixed eyes as, through the crack of the door she say her mother turn towards her. She was laying on the beg, a hand above her head, tired eyes, and chest heaving. Her chapped, thin lips turned upwards into a trying smile. "Let her... let her in." Hinata grew even worried as a drop of sweat fell from her cheek onto her neck. She didn't look like her mother, she looked like Hinata once did when she ran a fever. She wondered if the maids were giving her that stinky medicine they had given her.

The maid loosened her grip on the young girl. "Are you sure, Hiroko-san? You can't-" she shook her head and continued on in a pleading voice, "it's too much."

"I know." Hinata didn't know what was happening, but she felt slight panic rise in at the finality in her mother's voice. Why was everyone so serious? What was going on? "Hinata, Hina, baby, come here."

The housemaid shook her head and left down the corridor. Hinata watched her leave then moved into the room where her mother was held. She shakingly moved towards the bed. "K-Kaa-san? What's going on?"

"My little Hina, can I have a kiss for mama?" Her mother reached over to gently put Hinata's hand into her cold one. 

"A k-kiss?" Hinata nodded fervently, gripping her mother's hand just a bit tighter. "Like-like to make it feel all better?"

Her mother nodded. "Hai, could I have one Hina?"

Hinata once again nodded, happy to make her kind mother happy. She planted a kiss onto her mother's cheek, then again, then to her forehead, then back to her cheek. Her mother laughed airily. "That's a lot of kisses Hina."

"Hai, Kaa-san! Kisses," she stumbled on her words as she aimed to please her mother, "lots of kisses to make you feel all better."

Hiroko sighed softly, the grin on her face turning into a slight smile. Her fingers traced a pattern on the soft palm of her daughter. As reality sunk in, tears welled up in her eyes and the smile wobbled upon her thin lips. 

Hinata, having not once seen her mother cry (something she seemed to do often), gaped. "Kaa-san? Are you- why are you" she moved to wipe a fallen tear with her index finger, "crying?" She could feel her own tears appearing for a reason she couldn't name. "Am I- Did I do something bad?"

Her mother shook her head and drew in a shaky breath. She swallowed and bit on her lower lip. "Can I," a sob came out without her permission, "can I have a hug Hinata? Please."

Hinata sniffled, a sleeve coming to wipe the snot from under her nose. "H-Hai, Kaa-san." She moved to lie beside her mother, all sniffles and sobs. Her mother brought her in closer and wrapped an arm around Hinata's shoulders. "Why..." Hinata hiccupped and stuffed her face into her mother's chest, "why are you crying, Kaa-san? Are you sad I have a sister now?" She gasped and hugged her mother tighter. "I'll give you more kisses Kaa-san! And hugs! Hugs too!"

Her mother nodded against her hair, breathing in sharply. "Stop crying, Hina." Her mother loosened her grip and moved to face her daughter eye to eye. "Hanabi is going to need lots of kisses and hugs- not me."

"K-Kaa-san?" Tears fell rapidly now, blurring the image of her mother. She was angry at her and Hinata didn't know what she did. "Who- Who is Hanabi?"

Her mother traced the path of her tears with her thumb. "She's your sister."

"My sister?" Hinata couldn't hold back her smile. She had been waiting for her sister to be born ever since her mother told her she was growing in her belly. "Won't you give her lots of kisses and hugs, Kaa-san?"

"No, Hinata. That's why I need you to do it for me." 

"But, why me?"

"Because I'm leaving Hina." 

Hinata stared at her mother. "Where-" her little mind raced for a reason why her mother would be leaving and they all led to dead ends. "Why-" her heart beat intensely. "Can I go with you?"

"No Hinata. You can't go with me."

Hinata reached out and fisted her mother's loose shirt in her small palm. "But you're my Kaa-san." She sobbed against the sheets that smelled like sweat and closed her eyes. "I'll- I'll stop being a bad girl, Kaa-san. I'll be strong, like- like daddy. Please, please, please..." Her fragile cracked and her breaths were coming out so fast and she didn't know it but she was having a panic attack and the only thing that could come out was-

"Don't leave me." 

She opened her eyes and her mother had her eyes closed with a smile etched onto her face. Hinata shook her mother.

"Kaa-san, wake up! Kaa-san! What-What's going on?" Her throat was no longer producing anything besides gasps and hiccups. She shook her mother with all the force she had but she wasn't moving. "Please, please, please, why aren't you talking to me Kaa-san?" Her mother, the one who watered the flowers with her, the one who laughed at her mishaps instead of reprimanding them, the one who tucked her in at night with a kiss on the forehead and a soft 'goodnight'. 

The one who kissed all of her wounds better but when Hinata tried to do the same, it didn't work.  

Oh Kami, it didn't work. She didn't work. It was all her fault. 

Hinata kissed her mother on the cheek repeatedly. "Kaa-san, I'm kissing it better, so it's going to be okay." She pecked once, "so", twice "wake", thrice "up". "I made it all better," her tears dripped onto the cheeks of her not moving mother, "Kaa-san I kissed it better so get better."

"Kaa-san... please wake up."

****

This was all for feels. Pure feels . Did anyone cry? I hope I made someone cry

i also hoped you played the song. tell me thoughts on that

I honestly just felt like writing this once I heard this song and what it meant.... i just couldn't help it

hate it? love it?

Also, I have planned a part two for the sensei thing and also a suihina

BUT LIKE I HAD A WORD DOCUMENT OF A NARUHINASASU AND I WAS ALMOST DONE AND ITS LOST AND IM SO MAD BECAUSE IF I WRITE IT AGAIN IT WONT BE AS GOOD AND HOLY SHIT I WANNA DIE

OKAY BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED. um, be ready not to see me for the next week. i have finals this week and then summer so pray for my health!!!

see you next time my lovelies