Love Me

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Joji pulled me close to him. Breathing heavily.

"You know. I never got your name."

I caught my breath a little, "Makayla, Makayla Mangüs."

"Also known as Yellow Omega, right?"

"Yeah, that's my YouTube name. How did you know?"

"I watch your shit all the time dude. You're a fan of the cancer crew."

"Yes, I am. But I'm not one of those cunts who freak out."

"I'm glad you aren't." He paused for a moment and sighed. "I knew who you were last night. I just had to have you."

He smirked down at me. I placed my hand on his jaw line. Damn slicing my hand and shit.

"I'm glad it was you and not some truck driver asking for a lap dance."

He giggled a little. He stared at my hair. Does he not like it? He looked me in the eyes.

"Why did you dye your hair yellow?"

I ran my hands through it. It's one of the reasons why I'm alive.

"When I was 15 I fell in love with this band called Twenty Øne Piløts. I discovered them by my cousin Alisia. She had bad depression and when she listened to them, she became happy again. She became such a huge fan of theirs that she dyed her hair whenever the drummer, Josh Dun, did. And just last year, she was bullied hard at school. And she committed suicide. I wanted to carry on what she did. And I saved up enough money to see Twenty Øne Piløts in concert. I also had VIP tickets so when I saw them, I asked for a video. They did a Snapchat video. Josh had my phone, 'Hey, Alisia. Thanks for all the support. Thank you for respecting us. We respect you too. Stay strong.' Then Tyler took it for another video, 'Alisia, this is Tyler. Stay alive. Always remember to keep your faith. In life.' So every time I have the chance, I go to her grave and play those videos for her. Let her know that even though she never met them, they still cared and still do care. I didn't tell Tyler nor Josh that she was gone. I just wanted them to say positive things to her."

Joji wrapped an arm around me.
"I didn't know about that. You never said anything on your channel."

I put my hands up to my face.
"You're the first person I told about that. Not even my aunt knows about that. But I heard Josh is going to dye his hair lavender next so we'll see how crazy I'm going to look next."

"You'll look cute though." I blushed.

"Twenty Øne Piløts is also the reason why I say 'Salutations' as my intro. At least it's not something gay like 'Hello everyone and welcome back to another bad unboxing video.'"

Joji laughed now. Not a flirty giggle. It's his laugh like in his videos. It's so adorable, like him.

"That was so good. Ian's going to hear about this."

"What! No, he'll kill me."

"No he won't. He will laugh about it. And probably insult you back."

"I hope he doesn't Tana Mongule me."

Joji yet again started laughing.
"I never thought you'd be this funny in person. I thought your jokes were scripted or something."

I gave him a very evil look, "Hell no! I'm original as fuck."

"I agree." He picked up his phone. "Holy shit! It's 4pm!"

"We really stayed in bed all day?!?"

"I guess so. We're meeting up with the boys at 9. Do you need to get to your house?"

"Yes... oh my gosh. Where is my car and phone?"

"Your phone is with your over clothes, in the lounge. I believe that your car is still at the club. Why did you take your car anyway?"

"I wasn't planning on drinking, but could you drive me to my place?"

"Why, of course, malady."

"Thank you. That would be Fanta stick (fantastic XD)."

"Great! Go get your clothes on. I'll be out in a second."

I slid on my underwear and latched my bra together. I got out of the sheets and headed to the door. Joji slapped my ass, which stung a little, but I'm not a pussy bitch so I didn't cry.

"Nice ass, by the way."

"Thanks, Joji." I turned around and fully walked out. I didn't really know where I was going, but I managed to find my poor pile of clothes. They smelled of alcohol. I picked my pants up in disgust and quickly slid them on. My Rick and Morty shirt was torn.

"Fuck."

I slid that on as well. I found my phone in my jacket pocket and unlocked it. 24 missed calls from Madison. Shit. She must be worried. I hit the call back button. It only rang two times before she picked up, furious.

"Where have you been? Are you okay? Where are you?"

"Slow down, Madison. I'm fine just hungover and at someone's house."

"Whose?!?"

"Someone I went home with last night cause someone peer pressured me into drinking more than I should have."

"Sorry about that. I just wanted you to get your mind off of things, you know? Every since Alisia died, you've not been the same."

"Can we talk about this later? I have to do something."

"Alright, call me back as soon as you can."

"Can you just swing by my place tomorrow instead? Around six? I'll make dinner."

"The hell if you are. We're not having canned raviolis."

  "Fine then do you want to go out?"

"Yeah, Osakas?"

"Sure."

"Okay then, see you tomorrow?"

"See you tomorrow."

"Bye."

"Bye."

I hung up and put my phone back in my pocket. Joji came out just as I put it up.

"You ready?"

"Yeah."

We walked out of his apartment. I've seen this hall before. I know where I am.

"Joji, we actually won't be needing your keys."

"Why?"

"Cause I live right down the hall."

A/N~ yeah. I'm pretty emotional. My cousin actually isn't dead by the way, but I do have yellowish hair. It's kind of faded now. But it was hella bright. Just ask Stokely24 she knows. More of Makaylas story comes out later. If you like this then let me know and I'll spice it up a bit ;).
Omfg!!! My phone just died and I thought I was going to have to rewrite this whole fucking chapter!!! Anyway, I didn't. It took me a whole Harry Potter movie to write this. Love me papa. Until next time, cunts

~Yellow Omega💛

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