Teen wolf imagines/ preferences

Derek Hale imagine

Requested - "Hey, can you please do a Derek x human!reader imagine with the prompts 190. "Im not leaving you."
191. "Please...let me go."
Where the reader is really insecure and feels that Derek deserves better but Derek doesn't agree with her. Thanks xx"

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You and Derek had been together for 9 months now and it was going great

Well that's what he thought at least.

For you it was hard, you had never experienced love.

You had never grown up with love.

You had never felt that you were enough to be loved.

So when derek came along it was a whirlwind

You were reluctant to let him in at first and were constantly finding ways to make it so you were busy when ever he asked to hang with you

Not so long ago you finally let him in

You finally let him ask you to be his girlfriend wich to you said yes

But seeing other girl's around him always made you feel insucure

You weren't the smallest of girls when it came to weight and you didnt wear a lot of makeup

You found it hard to fit into pretty dresses with your wide hips and slightly big thights

You weren't fat but you weren't skinny eiether.

So when ever derek had to do pack stuff you often went along to

And when you did allison and a lot of other pretty girls were usually around and you couldn't handle it anymore.

You were currently collecting your stuff from Derek's place while he was out with scott and stiles

Placing the last of your belongings in your bag you grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and sat at the kitchen table near the front door

"Dear Derek

I don't know what exactly to say but...i just can't do this no more.
I feel that you desereve somone better than me, somone prettier.
I keep thinking that i am constantly letting you down and keeping you from going out and experienceing other females.
Im sorry but im leaving as i can't do this no more.
Im sorry.

Love y/n"

Placing the letter in a place her would see you sat your spare key on it along with the necklace he gave you and grabbed your bag and walked out the door.

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Walking through your front door you threw your bag down on the ground and closed the door

Making your way up to your bedroom you stopped in front of your all mirror and looked at yourself

Placing your hands on your hips you turned a little to look at yourself from a different angle, you sighed.

"Its for the best" you whispered as you let a few tears fall

Making way into your room you closed the door behong you and made your way to your closet and started dressing yourself in your pj's

"Why so you think so lowly of yourself?" You heard a voice ask and jumped

Turning around you found derek sitting on your bed looking at you

"Please derek..." you whispered as you finished getting dressed

"No tell me why y/n" he said now getting up and making his way towards you

"Last time i checked i fell in love with you for who you are y/n" he said now standing in front of you

"Please just let me go" you whispered

"Why? Why on earth would i do that y/n?" He asked as he grabbed your cheek in his hand

You moved away from him and wrapped yourself in your arms

"Please....let me go" you said

Derek looked at you with sadness in his eye's as he took one step towards you

"Im not leaving you." He said softly as he grabbed you and wrapped you in his arms

"I love you for who you are. I dont want any other girl y/n, belive me no one is prettier than you. I dont care if your skinny, fat, bi, black or white. I fell in love with you for you. And i am not leaving you." He said as he pulled you head up to look at you

Looking into his gorgeous eyes you gave a soft smile to wich he returned

Leaning down he gave you a passionate kiss

"I will never leave you. I love you" he said

"I love you too."