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stiles imagine

He left me. He left me out there is this cold world to defend for myself. HE LEFT ME.
And now....he was back. Standing out on my front porch banging on my door for forgiveness.
But did he deserve it?

"Y/n please. Talk to me." 

I was embarrassed for the fact that i fell for him. I thought that we might just have a chance.
I was wrong.
There he was snogging another girl after he told me to come to a restaurant with him for a surprise.

"Y/n. Please. Open the door." 

I stood there in my gorgeous dress that i worked so hard for.
While i was standing there in that dress getting muddy because of the rain and soaked up tears.
He was there.
Holding her with so much passion.
Kissing her like she was the oxygen he needed to live.
He said he'd never hurt me.
Said he'd always be there for me.
This is why we were even at the restaurant in the first place.
He left me for 3 months.
No phone calls or a sign.
He told me he'd make up to me tonight.
Instead he hurt me even more.

"Y/n. Please open the damn door." he says while banging brutally against the door. 

"GO AWAY" i yell 

My legs pulled to my chest.
Tears still soaking my dress.
The dress was now ruined. 

"Just talk to me. Please." 

He repeated those words over and over again.
My hear broke.
My heart broke for the 5th time that night.

"Just go home" 

I say through the door.
Tears ruining my makeup.

"Please. Y/n. Talk to me"

His voice was breaking.
Like he had been the one crying.

"Go home stiles." 

I whispered not being able to find my voice anymore.
He continued to bang.
Not giving up.
I got to my feet as slowly as i can.
My head hurt. My feet hurt.
But what hurt the most. Was my heart.
I started at the door.
Hearing the bangs.
I held the cold door knob.
It felt icy under my hands.
I turned it and pulled the door open just slightly.
Hearing the creaking of the door.

"Y/n. Please explain. Talk to me."

He said reaching in for a hug.
I pulled away pushing him away from me.
He stood there.
In the cold rain.
He was soaked from head to toe.
In the weather but mostly his tears.
Why was he crying.
He wasn't the one heart broken.
He went for a hug again pulling me too him this time.
I pushed him further out the door this time.
He stood there.
With a look of hurt on his face.
He grabbed me in a tight hold.
One i couldn't escape.
Dragging me out into the raid he held my hands.
I pushed and shoved.

"Let me go"

I said with a harsh tone.
He looked at me with hurt.
Letting me go making me stumble back.

"What is wrong with you?" 

"You love the rain"

He was right.
I did love the rain.
Memories of us came back.
Playing in the rain is what we loved.
But right now.
I hated it.
Just like everything else right now.
I felt like giving him a sarcastic reply.
But i couldn't say anything.
I was standing in front of the boy i loved.
The one who stole my heart and  then broke it into a million pieces.
I wanted to say so much.
But yet. I couldn't say anything.
The air in my lings was suffocating me.
I stood there.
With my head down.
Fearing to look up. Fearing to look into those eyes.

"You don't have to say anything. I now know."

He knew?
Yet he didn't say anything.
Nothing.