i like a boy. surprise. i've liked the same boy for almost 3 years. another surprise. most people read my rant book and think i'm a savage who never gets their feelings hurt. not true, again. i try my hardest to like other boys and move on, and there's plenty of cute boys who have crossed my path, but i just can't do it. this one boy, I'm kind of stuck on him. and gosh he has hurt me so much. he probably doesn't realize it, but he literally is the only person that I would take a bullet for, which is dumb because I know he wouldn't take one for me. this boy is the only person that can pull on my freaking heartstrings. he was talking to me a couple of months ago and being all cute n shit and ughhh he was being so cute and then one day he just stops talking to me. and at this time me and my best friend ( who hated him ) were having troubles and we decided not to be friends anymore. this obviously took an emotional toll on me and i was really sad. and then at the same time, the boy stops talking to me. and then i thought he hated me, and i became even more sad. and i had no one to talk to. so i just put depressing stuff on my sc story and the boy thought it was about him when it was about my old best friend. and gosh i just miss talking to him so much he made my days amazing and now they're just drab. he probably sent me like 5 messages a day and it made my entire freaking month. ugh i missssss him whatever i have feelings I'm in my feels whatever it takes so little to keep me happy just ask me how my freaking day is and take like 5 minutes out of your day to talk to me. ughhhh i hate having feelings gosh I'm so angsty ha
