Helping Nate -N.M- (Completed)

1.7

Brylee P.O.V.

I hate myself!! I hate myself!! I hate myself!! I HATE MYSELF!!!!!

I fucking hate myself right now. Earlier today I had sex with Matt. Now, what can I tell nate? What is he going to do? If NATE EVER FINDS OUT I have no idea what I'll do if I lose him. He's changed me and I changed him.

I will crush him, I'll hurt him. He's expecting me to be the perfect girlfriend for him but yet I get into bed with someone that he dislikes ALOT!!

I have to keep this a secret between us. Just me and Matt. Nobody else, not even Malina nor Tiana. Their the only two I really fuck with. My other friends had a change in heart. They don't talk to us anymore.

The play was tonight.... which afterwards is that stupid Neon party that Natalie is hosting at her house. I can care less about the party. I just care that Nate and I are going to be there together.

I try to call Nate 3 times today but he didn't pick up. He still could be mad from the day before. I hurted him, I know I did. I really hope he's okay.

"Brylee?" I heard Mom called out from downstairs. I ran down the stairs, seeing her lifting up Matt's Adidas shirt. I felt my heart drop and started to panic. I thought I gave him his shirt? Did he actually do that on purpose?

"Care to tell me whose shirt this is cause I know damn well it's not Nate's" She says, looking me straight in the eye.

When mom knew something wasn't adding up she always looked you straight in the eye and will leave it there still she get's the whole story. It was that serious look.

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Nate P.O.V.

3 missed calls from Baby Bry❤❤

I looked at it and didn't bother to call back. Brylee thinks it's Heaven on ice to Kiss me, tell me she loves me, and hugs me but yet she sees Matt as What?..... A friend? Cause someone like that isn't just going to "become" friends with her unless he wants something from her.

I stayed in bed most of the time. I didn't even go to basketball practice and usually I do. I need to go back, be better or something. I just laid in bed half of the time watching reruns of the fairly oddparents I mean who doesn't love the show?

"AYEEE!! Nathan!!!" Sammy busted through, with Swazz. "What are y'all douche bags doing here?" I asked Them.

"You haven't been to basketball practice so coach told me to get your white ass up and let's go before he kicks you off" he grabbed my arm but I snatched away from him. "Tell him to kick me off then" I shrugged, putting my arms behind my head.

"Nathan Montgomery Maloley, I never heard you ever! Turn basketball down" Sammy said and I shrugged again. My phone started ringing on the end table.

"Brylee's Calling" Swazz spoke up. I sighed. "Let me see it" I said. Swazz gave it to be and I slid it to ingore and threw it down beside me, putting my arms back in the position again.

Sammy and Swazz probably looked at me in a shock face. I really don't care and can care less from Brylee right now.

"Nate? You.... just ignored Brylee's phone call" Sammy said and I shrugged again. "I can care less" I sighed, looking at TV.

His phone started ringing. "It's Brylee again" He said, which I didn't look at him. "Don't tell her your with me"

"I can't lie to her" Sammy said and I rolled my eyes. "Why is that?"

"Cause she's a good friend?" He said in a duh tone. "Sammy if you give me your phone.... I  will hang up on her" I said in a matter of factly tone. He was Silence so I'm guessing he was debating.