John P.O.V
What just happened Sherlock just well I don't even know what I did but I upset him great lost my only friend in the whole school.
Maybe I should go find him and find out what I did so I can say sorry, he a cute guy {shut up John not gay.} I got up and went back to school to find my friend hopefully.
Back in our dorm. I walked in and Sherlock wasn't their I was about to leave again when I saw the bathroom door was locked. I knocked the door abut no answer,
"Sherlock can you open the door" I asked trying not to upset him anymore still no answer, "Sherlock please open up let me in" my voice more worried "Sherlock please please!" I shouted.
"John.." a weak voice said from behind the door. I sat down back to the door.
"John I'm ... sorry" his voice not even above a whisper. Just as about to speak Sherlock shout at the top of his voice,
"Shut up please John won't hate me he's not going to know what I am!" I realised he wasn't talking to me but who?
"Sherlock who's in there?" I asked trying to find some way of opening the door.
"No one John it's no one I'll open in the door if you promise me something you won't be mad" I sighed and agreed knowing that I was going to be mad but I knew I couldn't show it for his sake.
Sherlock opened the door and he stood with needles and deep red cuts up and down is arm. I look down and saw he only had boxers on his legs were worse that his arms the blood dripping from his body he fell into my arms and just said sorry over and over again.
"What happened Sherlock who were you talking to?" I asked sitting him on my bed as I got a wet cloth.
"Just thoughts" he said shaking and sounding worried,
"Do you want to talk about it?" I damped the cloth against his legs, even with cuts a needles all over his body he looked so cute, sweet, beautiful, hot, sexy {John not gay} I said to myself in my head but I couldn't even be sure of that anymore.
"John I'm sorry for what I done I understand if you don't want to be friends."
