My Bio

I shouldn't love

I had to do it.
I'm sorry.
I'll write this,
Because for you I worry

I had to leave you.
For reasons of my own,
I shouldn't love,
I need to be forever alone.

I've been cursed not to love.
We couldn't stay together.
I'm blessed with a lover,
Who would cherish me forever.

He is wonderful,
Everything in my dreams,
He even plans the future...
But not all is as it seems,

Because then I die inside
All feelings... gone
Love, like, hate,
None

I can only dream of love,
Of what we had.
It was beautiful.
Yet it makes me sad.

I should have told you before,
That this couldn't last long.
I made you feel good.
Happy, purposeful, strong

Don't let the walls fall,
Without me in your life,
You can find someone like me,
Who won't cut like a knife.

It'd be unfair to stay,
When I cannot love,
So I have to tell you,
I know it's tough.

You are perfect
So I know what you'll say,
That you'll wait,
So we can be together some day.

We can't.
Once I've loved you
I can't love you again
I can't hurt you too...

I want you to know,
That I did love you,
I really did,
I know you loved me too.

I'm sorry.
It's not your fault.
I know I've wounded you,
And now I'm a sting of salt.

I'm sorry