Life isn't always picture perfect, but there's always hope things will get better.
However right now that's hard to believe, how can life become any better when your stuck loving a person that doesnt notice, a person tha doesnt smile when your name is spoken, a person that doesnt worry about you whenever they can. A name doesn't have to be mentioned but your mind went to her, the only girl that can break you and yet still have you wrapped around her finger and hanging on to her every word. No matter how hard you try to convice yourself, you'll never be fully over her. She brings light to the darkness that lives within you, the darkness that creeps up in the middle of the night when your all alone by yourself. She's the small amout of warmth you can feel wrapped around you when your standing in the cold stare of your fathers eyes. She keeps your mind off the home life, the real world doesnt seem so cold when shes around and yet she will never know the effect she has on you because you will never tell a soul the truth.
Home is the only time you can berid of her, but you can never get rid of him. The monster that help create you, the man that watched you grow up into the disappointment you are today. He never fails to bring back the negative thoughts, or what comes along with them. He never fails to tear down the walls you've built around yourself. The walls that once stood so tall and mighty now crumbled to the ground like ashes of those who lived before us. The demons haunt your mind, reminding you daily of the life you're trying to forget, the life you've been trying to leave behind.
It'll find its way back, creeping into your thoughts when you don't expect it. Turning your mood from one of rainbow filled sky's to one of dark and cloudy days. No matter how hard you try, they always find a way back.
Don't let them win
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Broken Home
FanfictionSometimes words are lost in meaningless action, the meaning behind what you've done is forgotten. The meaning behind your actions don't add up when you're facing the judge Cover art made by the amazing @lashoutlashton
