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My name is Jay. J-A-Y. It's not an abbreviation for some long, beautiful, angelic name. It's just Jay, It's just me. I can't even think of myself with a name like that. My name suits me. It is short and simple with nothing much to it. As I sit here in my bed, I can feel myself getting weaker. I feel numb. I've learned throughout my life that feeling numb doesn't equal nothing. When you sit on your legs to long, or stay in one position for a while, your foot goes "numb". Because of this, we believe numb means not being able to feel. Although if you look and feel closely, you can feel those pins and needles poking at your feet. Those abnormal feelings lead us to believe its not a feeling at all. But just because something doesn't feel normal, your still feeling something. Those pins and needles are like those numbing emotions that prick and poke at you, making you squirm in your seat. Making you feel the most uncomfortable you've ever felt. Even if you don't realize it. So as I sit here feeling numb, I realize I don't feel nothing I feel numb. They are easy to get mixed up, but hardly similar. I wish I could say that my story has a happily ever after, but you'll have to see for yourself.
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Desperate
Teen FictionJay is a senior in high school. She's a young woman like you and me. she has boy problems and real world problems, and a crazy brother. But her life Isn't as perfect as It seems. With her mentally unstable dad things get complicated, her dad has lef...
