Sorrow

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Alice's mother had been going through so much. She was abused for many years. After she had her first child from the man who abused her, she decided to go on birth control. Sadly birth control didn't work for her and because of that was the reason why Alice was born. she wasn't wanted. Her mother had to learn to live with her because her pride was too big for her to consider abortion.

When Alice was 2, her father left her. He took everything without notice which forced Alice, her mother and sister to live in the streets for a while until Alice's uncle took them in.

At age 5, me and my sister came back from Mexico and saw that our mother had a boyfriend. i loved him instantly. For 5 years after that everything went well.

Sadly when Alice was 10 she got this boyfriend that tried having sex with her, but Alice said no. So that boy ended up physically abusing her. After that happened, rumors were spread all around her school. She got bullied her whole 6th grade year physically, verbally and emotionally, because of this she started to self harm. She moved schools and thought her bullying was over, but it had only just begun. at her new school she was friendless for about a month and ate in the bathroom stalls while she cried. soon enough she got friends, but that wasn't all sun and rainbows. the bullying also started again. some how people heard about the lies going on at the other school. the self harm got deeper and more serious. suicidal attempts started happening. after graduating she went on to high school. the bullying still occurred, but on to being cyber bullying as well. in 10th grade she was done. she got a knife in front of her mother and started running to the bathroom. she tried killing herself. Alice went to school the next day acting like nothing happened. during class she got pulled out by the suicide prevention team. Alice was sent to a psych ward for a week. after that she got sent 8 more times for suicide attempts. most of which people don't know of. to this day Alice is still suicidal but doesn't act upon it because she promised her best friends she wouldn't. although she falls asleep crying every night

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