it sucks. knowing you have no control over it. it slowly takes over you and soon you're no you anymore. you can go from smiling.. to running to the bathroom crying of suicidal thoughts. i just want to know one thing. why me? why did all this happen to me. why did i get bullied? physically. verbally. emotionally. cyber. is this some sort of punishment for living? because if that's so. i'm done trying to be the happier person. i should just stop trying to make myself someone who i am not. i'm sorry friends. but i wont be happy alice anymore. i can't hide my feeling anymore. and dont worry i wont bring any harm to myself.
