Somebody pinch me I must be dreaming. The tears streamed down my face as I drove down the Santa Monica boulevard I reached up to wipe my eyes in case anyone snapped a photo of me I couldn't risk it getting out to the press, nobody new no one except my parents and obviously everyone involved, how was I going to tell the boys that their father had ruined their family ok well i wouldn't have to word it differently than that. although Gavin was an awful husband and was Un faithful he was still an excellent father who loved his kids and would do anything to protect them.
I can't believe I used to love him how could I love a man like him? I should have left him when I found out about Courtney almost 17 years ago why did I stay with him? I'm so stupid!, I need to talk to someone about this, I can't trust anyone I don't have anyone!, what am I going to do? The tears got hevery as i pushed the excelarator and drove faster down the boulevard not know what I was doing or where god was taking me. All I could do in that moment was cry and I didn't know why.
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FanfictionA short novel about Gwen not trying to start a relationship just trying not to die after her split each chapter a different song on the album
