Bullied By Shawn Mendes

depression part 2

Look guys I'm not causing attention or anything if you don't want to read it or you think this is so fucken stupid just think about it cause this might have happened to you or your scared it might happened to you but if your a middle schooler who's about to go to high school pay attention to school boys are just worth your time just wait until you finish high if you don't wanna listen watch your gonna say wow why didn't I listen to her in the first place

Who's ever liked a boy and he liked you back but he liked your friend too so you being the dumb ass you are let him go you've been so depressed and you want to ball your eyes out and just thinking about killing yourself but you can't do that because you have people that love you and they say to you he's not worth your time fuck him but they don't understand how much you have fallen for him and now he's being total as whole to you and he's not even texting you or facetiming you because he's dating your friend and you've been asking your friends ( but your best friend is always having your back no matter what) for help but they don't have the fucken time to see how depress how sad how you wanna cry yourself to sleep how you wanna take your own life how you feel worthless and wanted. I've been used before and it broke my heart it took me a month to recover to be my crazy, wild self. People tell you "hey how are you?" and you respond "I'm great how about you?" but the thing is your not great something inside of you is missing but it will never be turned because you got into an argument and you said things that you didn't mean it. You needed a break but a couple days later you apologize but all he was sent you 👌you tell him you wanna cry you tell him that your sorry but the only respond you get was "ok" a few days you go back and you look threw y'alls messages and that was the best day of your life he made you smile and laugh he'll give you nicknames like " I don't Know why I'm fucken crying over a damn boy" but he tells you about his issues and the pain he's been dealing with sense the day he was born and you get mad no not mad pissed at his parents because they treat him like shit and than you get worried about his back is and your still worried because he's not the same boy you fell in love with I fucken hate myself right now

1 more thing

Whenever you tell your friends that you wanna die and the only responds you get is "no dying" god how much I hate when people say that