(THIS IS A DEPRESSING STORY THERE WILL BE CUTTING AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS SO YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED) All I ever wanted was to feel loved and cared... Oh, hi, my name is Anastasia Lilly Snape, my father is Severus Snape. He is a cold person who doesn't s...
Albus before helping Anastasia up he grabbed his wand and did a powerful lumus spell that could have been seen from miles away, that was the signal that we found Anastasia. We help her and we take her down the tower she was in, alone and cold, then al the professors came to where we were.
Anastasia's POV
When they took me down the tower all the staff of Hogwarts was around me "Oh Merlin! you found her, I was flying all over the forbidden Forest in hopes that I wouldn't find her there!" said Madam Hooch with a broom in her hand "I am so sorry professors I didn't want any of this to happen, I swear I just... I just!*sobbing*" I just start sobbing and crying for my stupid way of being "I just know that no one loves me or cares for me, I know that I am just a burden and that I should die or leave Hogwarts, well I know I will be expelled for my serious lack of judgement, I'm sorry...*sob* *sob*" I start crying again because I know I will never see Hermione, Ron, Harry, Fred, George, etc. "who said you were getting expelled Anastasia, now you will have some new rules you will need to follow after this but, we all agreed... even Filch, that is best that you stay here in Hogwarts." Ms. McGonagall said I look up from my feet up to see every ones eyes, and then I see Filch looking away embarrassed, I loose up from my father's and Dumbledore's grip and wibbly wobbly walk towards Filch, I almost fell but Hagrid caught me, then I hugged Filch and he blushed a bit, "thanks Filch... Thanks Professors" I say, but then everything went black.
Snape's POV (again)
Anastasia fell to the ground because she fainted, some Professors panic a bit, but I just go towards her and pick her up close to my chest.
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(not my art) .and she was way to light, like way too light for her age,"I will take her to her Gryffindor bedroom and I put her on her bed" I say, they all agree. I then take her and put her on her bed and I leave her to Hermione who was sleeping in the bed next to her.
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Anastasia's POV
I woke up in my bed at 5 in the morning, it was saturday so I decided to take a walk all around the school after a bath, so after I took a bath and putted clothes on, I left to walk around aimlessly around, but I then went to the big Quiddich field and started running, I ran and ran for hours and hours without a break, I ran more but stopped when I saw a person wearing black robes in the entrance, I felt dizzy because of the sudden stop from my running, and I fell because my legs gave up, I didn't faint but I was dizzy and a bit out of it I tried to get up again just to fall so I just lay there in the grass, then I heard footsteps coming towards me "How long where you staring at me, father?" I ask him "at least 3 hours and I don't know how long you've been here running at that speed and pace without a break, you know that is dangerous, right?" he asked in his cold voice "yes, but I really don't mind really" I answer "Do you wish to die, Anastasia?" he asked still in his cold voice "yes, but I don't want to take my own life, I prefer to be killed or be killed by natural causes like, starvation, lack of oxygen , my body giving up, etc." I say "then why do you cut your wrists? Madame Pomfrey told me about the scars everywhere, Anastasia." he asked still not even a bit of worry in his voice, just coldness "Because you don't love me, thats why... Good Evening, Father." I say trying to get up just to fail "never mind, it looks like my legs have given up and I have to rest... Apparently" I say signing "good, because we need to talk" then suddenly he piked me up and we Apparated to his study where he sited me on a chair in front of his desk "so you are taking advantage that I cant move my legs to talk to me and me not being able to run away... Brilliant *sigh*... what do you wanted to talk about?" ask him "we will continue our discussion from the field... why do you think that I don't care for you?" he asked me, there was so many ways of saying what I felt and thought "just try and remember what you did to me when we saw each other when I just had gotten sorted in Gryffindor house..." I said looking down. My father looked shocked because with just that he understood what I meant by saying that I felt he didn't love me.
(what will happen next? I don't know, and I wont tell so you will have to read what happens next on the next chapter (:v) good bye, vote, follow me, leave a comment.)
