But he's a nerd. Sterek

Chapter 10

HEY! It's Halle again. (Yes that's my aka the owner owner if this accounts name. Enjoy!

Stiles~

I should've let go of Derek minutes ago but I didn't. I was so afraid to lose him. I'm supposed to hate him. But maybe Jackson was right. Maybe I'm over reacting.

"I though you were going to kill yourself." I mumbled againbnst his chest.

Derek pulled away from me. "Why would you think that?"

"Cora told me what happened with you in the locker room during lunch. I though it was my fault. That I was the reason you were going to-"

"Stiles, you will never be the reason for my pain. And I know that you don't feel the same as I do for you, bit just please, please, let me be your friend." Derek grabs my hand. He has a begging look in his eyes.

I give him a small smile. "Okay."

He lets out a sigh and I hug him again. Cora soon comes storming in ready to scream at Derek.

"Where the hell where you?! Derek! Ugh you had us worried sick! How could you do this I though you were gonna kill yourself!" Cora screams at him, tears forming from her eyes.

Derek looks at me and wraps his arms around his twin sister until she finally lets go. "I'm sorry."

"Never, never do this again. I don't know how to live without you and I do not want to have to learn." She cries in his arms.

"I'm okay, Cora! And I'm here." He tells her and strokes her hair. I smile. It is inevitable to smile at such a beautiful scene. " Cora, it's late. We should go, Stiles needs a rest, okay?"

"I'm fine, you can stay as long as you want." I say.

"Derek is right, we have to go." Cora says and comes to hug me. "Thank you for what you did today." She whispers and I kiss her cheek. She leaves my room and I'm staying with Derek again.

"So ..." he says.

"So ..." I reply. He smiles despite that embarrassing moment. "You promise not to disappear again?"

"I thought it would be a relief for you."

"I think I've gotten used to having you around." I say simply and he smiles.

"See you tomorrow, partner!" He leaves my room.

I lie on the bed and start thinking about everything. Maybe I don't hate Derek anymore. Maybe I've never hated him. Maybe I was afraid of him, scared like hell I can say, but I think I never really hated him. And now, he looks so ... not scary? Anyway, I'm going to spend a whole afternoon with him tomorrow. Maybe I can see how I really feel about him.

~Cora

"I'm so angry with you, you know?" I tell him as soon as we get in the car.

"I know." He is short with me.

"You scared me like hell." I tell him.

"I'm the evil twin, I guess." He jokes.

"This is not funny."

"I know." He nods. "I won't do it again. I promise to you."

"You know if I lose you ... I ..." I start to cry again.

Derek puts his hand on my shoulder.

"You're not going to lose me, and you know that, and even if it happens, you're the good twin, you're the strong one, okay? You can handle it all."

"No, I could never bear to lose you, never dare to think that I would take it, that I would be better off without you, look at me!" I ordered it and Derek stares at me. "You are the fucking best for me and all the fucking people around you. You get it?"